BionicEye
08-03-2005, 05:55 PM
I went out with this girl for a summer/fall about 8 years ago. We were young and dumb and we had a whole lot of fun. Our relationship got intense and it ended. I think we had an argument and there was yelling. She was going to school 200 miles away. We'd talk for hours on the phone and get shit from our parents for the huge phone bills. She's the reason I got the internet, I convinced my dad to get it so the phone bill wouldn't be as bad. We'd travel to meet eachother every weekend. We always had a blast when we were together. I think she may've been in between a love triangle or something and that may've had something to do with it. I wouldn't care - it was a long time ago and we were both kids. I'm not sure if that's how it ended so I'm a little weary.
I was browsing people on MySpace and saw her - she still lives near my parents, I was searching by area code and interests. I had found her inactive friendster acct a while back with no pic. So there she is. I've wondered about her for a long time. She is that one who has always been in the back of my head. She was so sweet. I miss her beautiful laughter. I've always sort of compared girlfriends to her- from then on the things that are important to me changed. And I always secretly wished I'd run into her. We had the best dates. Every moment with her was fun. She taught me photography. She severely vandalized a park bench at the park with love notes to me and sent me the black and white pictures. I have great memories of her - she unwittingly taught me alot about love and affection. I always wonder what could've been.
If she didn't want to speak to me, I might not be surprised. I'd accept that and never contact her again - without a question. But I'm thinking of reaching her on MySpace. She still makes my heart jump. Should I? Should I forget about it and just keep the memories? I won't do it if it's creepy. Is it?
I was browsing people on MySpace and saw her - she still lives near my parents, I was searching by area code and interests. I had found her inactive friendster acct a while back with no pic. So there she is. I've wondered about her for a long time. She is that one who has always been in the back of my head. She was so sweet. I miss her beautiful laughter. I've always sort of compared girlfriends to her- from then on the things that are important to me changed. And I always secretly wished I'd run into her. We had the best dates. Every moment with her was fun. She taught me photography. She severely vandalized a park bench at the park with love notes to me and sent me the black and white pictures. I have great memories of her - she unwittingly taught me alot about love and affection. I always wonder what could've been.
If she didn't want to speak to me, I might not be surprised. I'd accept that and never contact her again - without a question. But I'm thinking of reaching her on MySpace. She still makes my heart jump. Should I? Should I forget about it and just keep the memories? I won't do it if it's creepy. Is it?