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Mr Films
10-19-2005, 10:54 PM
seriously, break every bone in both my hands.

shit mcAss dick fuck.
HEIRESS
10-19-2005, 10:56 PM
:(
Mr Films
10-19-2005, 10:57 PM
isn't this shit supposed to get easier?
Tzar
10-19-2005, 11:21 PM
this to do with your ex?
Mr Films
10-19-2005, 11:29 PM
this to do with your ex?

yup.

I'm kind of working 60 hour weeks to afford the place i live in due to having to move out a mere month after moving in with her which she went through with despite the fact that she quote: "stopped loving me"
cosmo105
10-19-2005, 11:53 PM
i hope it gets easier on you matt. i'm sorry it's so rough right now.
HEIRESS
10-19-2005, 11:57 PM
after my last relationship I think I was depressed for a good 3 months and hermited it up like a sunuvabitch

then my friends reminded me how much fun drinking massive amounts of booze in public was and it was all up hill from there
Mr Films
10-20-2005, 12:00 AM
thank God I have this movie to work on.
Mr Films
10-20-2005, 12:02 AM
the real deal is, I had already bought the ring.

well, started making payments on it.

I was going to propose over the holidays.

so, yeah, THAT's how out of the blue this was.
DroppinScience
10-20-2005, 12:07 AM
the real deal is, I had already bought the ring.

well, started making payments on it.

I was going to propose over the holidays.

so, yeah, THAT's how out of the blue this was.

:( :( :(

What a horrible woman.
cosmo105
10-20-2005, 12:08 AM
at least you got out of it before you had gone through with marriage and risked a lifetime of a difficult relationship or a messy divorce. i know that doesn't help much, but it's true :\
Mr Films
10-20-2005, 12:12 AM
at least you got out of it before you had gone through with marriage and risked a lifetime of a difficult relationship or a messy divorce. i know that doesn't help much, but it's true :\

yeah, or saved myself the embarrasment of getting on one knee and....well, you know.

truthfully, it's not so much that it happened, it's HOW it happened. I mean, I can deal with a relationship that sours over time. But, she LET US move in together knowing she didn't want it.

I just don't want this to make me forget what love is supposed to be.
Tzar
10-20-2005, 12:12 AM
it's rough before it gets better.
but what would you prefer: being together with her and having her fake her love for you, or having her being unhappy/angry/upset all the time.... or cope with a couple of weeks/months of unhappiness before you release "shit! i don't need her! fuck it!"

it'll get better in time, bro. although i've never fallen out of love so i couldn't tell ya that i know where you're coming from.