I need to lay down!

[miss soul fire]

This medicine I'm having to take doesn't give me a break, I'm sleeping a lot. I sleep so much that I don't do what I'm supposed to do, like study for example, and everything else.i can't even watch an entire movie. Yesterday i was trying to watch "The Lonely Man" (1957 western movie) and I couldn't watch the final part, just the end and I didn't understand a thing! I simply start doing things and then zzzzzzzzzzz, I get to lunch at 4pm now.This is crazy.

I'm gonna lay down Are you gonna miss me???????????????????

I'm not stop taking it because I wanna be mean to my brain. I'm just very mean, mean, mean as hell. I'm mean to the point of throwing water in a tiny little ant! YEAH!!!! Oh yeah! I'm gonna lay down now.

And you, what are you going to do?? This is a useless post. Do whatever you wanna do here! But ME, I'm gonna LAY DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!

[TAL]

Dream about me.

[Freebasser]

Dream about someone who doesn't have dreams?

*head implodes*

[TAL]

Everyone has dreams, I just don't remember them.

[Freebasser]

It's a bit late to tell me that now, Thomas.

My head isn't going to reassemble itself.

[TAL]

I'm ok with that. It's not like I'm gonna remember if I have nightmares about it.

[miss_bhaven]

Sleep is the bomb! (y)

[cosmo105]

thank god the alternative medicine authority is here to save the e-day

[miss soul fire]

It's called olcadil and the psichiatrist told me to take it and I can't make an appointment anymore to talk to him because I'm leaving in 2 weeks and it's hard to get an appointment at these days, so I'll have to go to another psichiatrist and tell him about it.

I'm taking it 2 times a day, but I'm thinking of taking it only one time instead. What do you guys think?

[fucktopgirl]

It's called olcadil and the psichiatrist told me to take it and I can't make an appointment anymore to talk to him because I'm leaving in 2 weeks and it's hard to get an appointment at these days, so I'll have to go to another psichiatrist and tell him about it.

I'm taking it 2 times a day, but I'm thinking of taking it only one time instead. What do you guys think?


why are you taking thoses pills??

[miss soul fire]

It's an antidepressant and I'm not even a depressive person although I was diagnosed with depression. :confused:

Anyway, I'm gonna wait and get a treatment with another psichiatrist and him/her about this and fix this problem.

Thanks guys.:D

[miss_bhaven]

I take anti-depressants, and whatever you do, do not jump from two tablets to one within a day...if you're seriously wanting to decrease the amount u take, do it slowly over a period of time...go down by 1 and a half, then down to 1. Otherwise it'll just fuk up what you've accomplished with the two. I'd ask another pyschiatrist if I was you though, anti-depressants are not meant to make you sleep or make you drowsy at all for that matter.

[fucktopgirl]

It's an antidepressant and I'm not even a depressive person although I was diagnosed with depression. :confused:

Anyway, I'm gonna wait and get a treatment with another psichiatrist and him/her about this and fix this problem.

Thanks guys.:D


so if you're not even depressed ,why are you seeing a doctor and taking pills?

[miss soul fire]

so if you're not even depressed ,why are you seeing a doctor and taking pills?
I know what you mean miss_bhaven.:)

I go to the doctor because I have serious anxiety problems and that together with other things I told the doctor is considered depression. I mean, I'm not depressive in the way that I don't cry everyday, or I'm not a sad person in genereal or I don't stay in bed the whole time, you know, but other things that I told him that are part of my behaviour towards people and some other things are considered from someone who's got depression, like whenever I get fat I don't go out although I really want it, I don't like talking to anyone sometimes I have people who come visit and I kinda hide myself and a bunch of other things. so...that's why I go to the doctor. You don't need to be emo to have depression. I got really mad to know I have it since like 13. But what can you do. at least I'm a happy girl.:p

[miss_bhaven]

You don't need to be emo to have depression. I got really mad to know I have it since like 13. But what can you do. at least I'm a happy girl.:p

Agreed with the; "You don't need to be emo to have depression." It's true. Alot of people mistake depression for those who want to commit suicide every 5 minutes...That's not so much the case. I've been diagnosed with depression since I was 12, and I'm not an unhappy person...Though, when I am upset, not many people tend to realise just how upset I can get.
Sometimes I'd rather have a broken limb than spiral down into a black hole again every few months...But yer! Hummm...You'll be right miss_soul_fire, keep your chin up hun :) things can only get better in the long run.

[fucktopgirl]

miss bhaven and msf,you both were diagnosted with depression at 12 -13 years old!Is in it young to be victim of depression?As for having downspiral black moment in life,its pretty normal and part of the game.I mean i feel like shit too every couple of months,like everybody do!I have anxiety too sometime!But i choose to deal with my emotions,,,but please dont get me wrong,i dont want to say that you dont need your pills!I dont know your story! A lot of people nowadays can be class with depression or whatever the fuck the doctor want to say your afflict with!I guess it come down to a personnal choice to take pills or deal with the problem with another approach!

anyway life is good,cheers up!

[miss soul fire]

Yeah, that's right miss_bhaven.

He didn't say I was depressed since I was 13, but since 13 I have been acting like that. You know, there are lots of stuff you guys don't know about me. I mean, about who I used to be. I was incredible nervous. I used to break the whole house I used to fight with my brother throwing knives at him and once he almost threw a chair in my head and things like that. I didn't really tried to kill anyone, but I've had suicide acts (but never had the guts to do it) when I was a teenager. And lots lots lots of stuff happened to me. I'm not gonna say it all, I think I have said enough, but all I know is that now I'm a much better person, but whenver I get too anxious I gain like 20kgs in real short time, like less than 2 months. That's not normal. I deal with things pretty well, I mean, a 27-year-old girl who never really had a boyfriend and never went out as much as I should and pretty much was a joke to all the boys until university. I can say I could hang it on pretty well, if you ask me, not to mention my financial problems, but like I said that's enough. I'm just explaining the whole thing so no one get me wrong. I'm not making a drama of my life, I'm a happy girl because that's the way I am, but I give my best to deal with things and like I said I'm doing pretty well. I hate to take pills, but I better take pills and control this anxiety than getting weight and end up weighting 3000kg, ya know?!

I'm done with this thread.:pAnd do not feel pity on me!

[TAL]

Poor Roby :(

[miss soul fire]

Poor Roby :(
GGRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't do that!!! HAPPY ROBY!!!! :D :D :) :mad: