zippo
12-25-2005, 11:22 PM
a moment to get out from inside yourself, to cheat, a realization, an auto-recommendation, a pause, a time-out, a leap from underwater to breathe, a manipulation of our watches, a take control for a minute.
what would our worlds be like if we could detract ourselves from emotion. just for a minute? we feel so thankul, grateful for them. we say, i am not an animal, i am a human being with emotion and a conscience and i feel with it. when i live, i live through emotions. you and i are filled with them. but what good is it when balance abandons us? our whole lives we are looking for our center, with human emotions battling between themselves, harbouring in our minds,in our complicated, weak, weak minds. sometimes like a gift, like a blessing, and sometimes like a disease that spreads, like a root that can grow into an infested tree of dilemmas.
how incredible is the fact that the same things in life that help and build us can destroy us. and how fragile the fact that we have the responsibility throughout the years were given in life to control a balance, but having given the double sided weapon that are human emotions.
and are these thoughts that come to my head one of our battling tools?because i dont know. do we not get a moment to come out from underwater to search for them? we have no pause, the way is always forward and the hours never stop. and emotions overwhelm us, they take us away from our search for the center. and the leaves keep growing on the tree, and sometimes autumn never seems to come.
and the importance of the role of our weak weak minds. what they do to us. once the disease starts spreading, all the parts point towards one way. and we dont ever get a time-out to realize were going backwards. we never get the birds eye view. a chance to detach ourselves from our decieving emotions, so we can get back on the right track. youve gotta work with time continuing. youve gotta work always inside the sphere, never from the outside. always from the inside. never from the outside.
and we all know it. we all know the difficulties of this because we all live the same life. the difficulty of not being able to stop for water in the race. the difficulty of not having a pause when one is needed. the necessity of a birds eye view because you sense youre doing something wrong, and all you are is mess of emotions, working with emotions and nothing else. the necessity of becoming emotionless for a moment in time so as to find your center once again.
what would our worlds be like if we could detract ourselves from emotion. just for a minute? we feel so thankul, grateful for them. we say, i am not an animal, i am a human being with emotion and a conscience and i feel with it. when i live, i live through emotions. you and i are filled with them. but what good is it when balance abandons us? our whole lives we are looking for our center, with human emotions battling between themselves, harbouring in our minds,in our complicated, weak, weak minds. sometimes like a gift, like a blessing, and sometimes like a disease that spreads, like a root that can grow into an infested tree of dilemmas.
how incredible is the fact that the same things in life that help and build us can destroy us. and how fragile the fact that we have the responsibility throughout the years were given in life to control a balance, but having given the double sided weapon that are human emotions.
and are these thoughts that come to my head one of our battling tools?because i dont know. do we not get a moment to come out from underwater to search for them? we have no pause, the way is always forward and the hours never stop. and emotions overwhelm us, they take us away from our search for the center. and the leaves keep growing on the tree, and sometimes autumn never seems to come.
and the importance of the role of our weak weak minds. what they do to us. once the disease starts spreading, all the parts point towards one way. and we dont ever get a time-out to realize were going backwards. we never get the birds eye view. a chance to detach ourselves from our decieving emotions, so we can get back on the right track. youve gotta work with time continuing. youve gotta work always inside the sphere, never from the outside. always from the inside. never from the outside.
and we all know it. we all know the difficulties of this because we all live the same life. the difficulty of not being able to stop for water in the race. the difficulty of not having a pause when one is needed. the necessity of a birds eye view because you sense youre doing something wrong, and all you are is mess of emotions, working with emotions and nothing else. the necessity of becoming emotionless for a moment in time so as to find your center once again.