uh, am i : schizophrenic ?

[Rawr]

fuuck. after having so many bad trips, i think iam turning into a schizo. seriously, i keep having these moments, i'd be laying on my bed listening to the tv and wondering if people actually -are- real, how the hell life is real.
if its
all just a
figmint
of my imagination, i thought i was going mental.
i dont know anymore. its like i cant trust anyone, or even be with my friends without thinking its so weird to be living.
and how weird it is to be yourself, like you know.. the feeling when your just, yourself. watching other people thinking if their the same way at how they look at you or other people. or there not just, not real, just that god made them for your amusment.



(n)

[B4BY 4NN]

fuuck. after having so many bad trips, i think iam turning into a schizo. seriously, i keep having these moments, i'd be laying on my bed listening to the tv and wondering if people actually -are- real, how the hell life is real.
if its
all just a
figmint
of my imagination, i thought i was going mental.
i dont know anymore. its like i cant trust anyone, or even be with my friends without thinking its so weird to be living.
and how weird it is to be yourself, like you know.. the feeling when your just, yourself. watching other people thinking if their the same way at how they look at you or other people. or there not just, not real, just that god made them for your amusment.



(n)

nonono. This isn't LiveJournal. Go home.

[BangkokB]

Hello, I'm a schizophrenic and I am too (http://www.fortunecity.com/lavendar/apocalypse/251/What_about_bob.jpg)

[ChrisLove]

fuuck. after having so many bad trips, i think iam turning into a schizo. seriously, i keep having these moments, i'd be laying on my bed listening to the tv and wondering if people actually -are- real, how the hell life is real.
if its
all just a
figmint
of my imagination, i thought i was going mental.
i dont know anymore. its like i cant trust anyone, or even be with my friends without thinking its so weird to be living.
and how weird it is to be yourself, like you know.. the feeling when your just, yourself. watching other people thinking if their the same way at how they look at you or other people. or there not just, not real, just that god made them for your amusment.



(n)

I would assume everyone with a slightly inquisitive mind will wonder these things - the trust thing seems odd tho. I kind ofreckon tho that if God had made all these things/people for my amusement my life would be much less mediocre - If I was David Beckham or someone like that I might consider such ideas more seriously

[roosta]

nonono. This isn't LiveJournal. Go home.

LOL (y)

[voltanapricot]

No sweetheart, it's the radiachion.

[Tzar]

stop smoking the weed, young one.

no one wants a female padster here.

[Bob]

I would assume everyone with a slightly inquisitive mind will wonder these things - the trust thing seems odd tho. I kind ofreckon tho that if God had made all these things/people for my amusement my life would be much less mediocre - If I was David Beckham or someone like that I might consider such ideas more seriously

yup, i wonder those kinds of things now and then too. only as a hobby though.

[B4BY 4NN]

life is real.
if its
all just a
figmint

Scratch LiveJournal.


PERKINS POETRY NIGHT!!!

[instigator7022]

i think everyone sometimes thinks like that. Just don't think about how nothing could be real and you may be just a human perpetually sleeping in a tube where all this "reality" is being fed into your brain via brainwires.






Nothing exists.

[Freebasser]

No sweetheart, it's the radiachion.

McROFL

[cookiepuss]

you're not crazy but I do think you'd benefit from a swift kick in the ass. Seriously missy...you need to spend less time getting high and more time reading books and getting smarter.

[Bob]

i think everyone sometimes thinks like that. Just don't think about how nothing could be real and you may be just a human perpetually sleeping in a tube where all this "reality" is being fed into your brain via brainwires.






Nothing exists.

what, nothing? what's being deceived then? or what's doing the deceiving, for that matter?


you're not crazy but I do think you'd benefit from a swift kick in the ass. Seriously missy...you need to spend less time getting high and more time reading books and getting smarter.

depending on what you read, that may not work

[kleptomaniac]

klepto not schizophrenic :(


edit: klepto is schizophrenic after all! :eek:

[voltanapricot]

McROFL
OH NOS NOT U 2 <<

[Freebasser]

Her speeling will be the deaf of hair

[voltanapricot]

can u not reed frebaser man lol. iam getting tried of reading ur wierd posts.
get some
vitimins for your
eyes.

[kaiser soze]

you would know if you're schizophrenic because the voices will tell you, ok that was a joke

you're just being intuitive, reflective...try meditating

here's some notes from my psyche class you could check out

Schizophrenic Disorders

1) General Symptoms – Irrational thought, delusions, deterioration of adaptive
Behavior, distorted perception, hallucinations, and disturbed emotion
2) Paranoid Schizophrenia - Dominated by delusions of persecution and grandeur
3) Catatonic Schizophrenia - Striking motor disturbances, muscular rigidity/
random motor activity
4) Disorganized Schizophrenia – Very severe deterioration of adaptive behavior
5) Undifferentiated Schizophrenia – Idiosyncratic mixtures of schizophrenic
Symptoms

Etiology of Schizophrenic Disorders
• Twin Studies/adoption studies suggest genetic vulnerability to schizo
• Dopamine synapse disturbances have been implicated as a possible cause of Schizophrenia
• Research has uncovered association between enlarged brain ventricles and schizophrenic disturbances
• Neurodevelopmental hypothesis posits vulnerability to schizophrenia is increased by disruptions of the normal maturational processes of the brain during prenatal development or at birth
• Schizophrenia patients from families high in expressed emotion have elevated relapse rates
• High stress is associated with increased vulnerability

[Freebasser]

can u not reed frebaser man lol. iam getting tried of reading ur wierd posts.
get some
vitimins for your
eyes.

It''s freebaser dummass!
y wud u gif a shitt about mi eye's?

[Lex Diamonds]

stop smoking the weed, young one.

no one wants a female padster here.
Nice one, thanks for that. Real friendly. (y)

She's not even talking about weed.