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[jammytastic]

did you ever find out something about a person that makes you look at them differently?

i found out something very fucked up about a friend of mine. not through snooping you understand. the information just weirdly landed on my lap.

i cant even look at him. its so mad. i wish i didnt know he was such a bad man.

bleurrghh. its quite early. twenty to ten.

im driving myself demented. i keep thinkin of all the things ive done that im embaressed by and they keep building in my head so i shout at myslf to shut up but then i feel even more of a freak because im roaring at myself all fucking day. i give out shit to myself and i cant even trust my feelings anymore. im like freaking out with paranoia and self doubt. i thought this only happened to teenagers and pyschos.

last night when i was trying to sleep i was imagining what it would like to be deaf and then i started freakin out because if i was deaf all id be able to hear would be my own thoughts and i cant imagine having to listen to myself forever with no break or anything.

i piss myself off so much.

whats wrong with me? is it time for the knackers yard?

[hitmonlee]

um yeah
and i know people have found out things about me that have made them go "errrrrr" because people are judgemental about certain things.

i've recently found out a friend of mine is cheating on their partner, i already knew they had cheated on others. i'm keeping it to myself, but it upsets me.

[Ace42X]

People are shits. It is only me giving people the benefit of the doubt that keeps my judgements of people below the 100% accuracy mark.

[Gareth]

now that you mention it...
my former pirmary school principal/headmaster was recently convicted of sexual offences on 12-16 yr old boys.
the offending was alleged to have happened like 5 years before i went to that school, but he was still principal when i was there.
my sisters would have been there too.
kinda creepy.

[Randetica]

now that you mention it...
my former pirmary school principal/headmaster was recently convicted of sexual offences on 12-16 yr old boys.
the offending was alleged to have happened like 5 years before i went to that school, but he was still principal when i was there.
my sisters would have been there too.
kinda creepy.

yeah we had a violin teacher and some kids made fun of him cause he was pushing his body very close to the kids bodies when he teached them violin playing like haha he is such a perv blah blah
years later they found out that he really likes kids more than he should
he got fired..

[tracky]

I'm currently finding out that my friend of many years is actually a compulsive liar. Everything he says is a lie. He's also very self centered. Like he'll spent half an hour a day or so cleaning his car, but he hasn't done a single bit of even the most basic house cleaning since we moved in together about 4 or 5 months ago. Actually that's a half truth, he has done a tiny bit of cleaning but does such a terrible half arsed job that he might as well not even bother. So now everything is getting really fucking dirty because I refuse to clean it again. He's also never bought toilet paper, soap and other things which we share. So now it's come to the stage where there is no toilet paper in our bathroom and I'll keep some in my room. The soap only just ran out and I won't be buying anymore of that for him either. Fucking hell man, some people are just ... GRRRRRRRR!! I know that if I asked him to buy these things he would - but I shouldn't have to fucking ask, it's been like 5 months I'm pretty sure he can figure out that it's his turn to buy some shit. In fact I know he knows it's his turn but he thinks if he holds out long enough I'll just go buy the things, which has happened the last couple of times, but not anymore. Anything I buy now I'm stashing in my room and when this lease expires I'm not hanging around. Oh and yeah tommorow he's getting some ridiculously expensive bike delivered, like $4000 or something like that. I really hope he fucks it up on the first day he has it like what happened to his precious car (which isn't even all that great :rolleyes: ). karma bitch. eh sorry for the thread jacking but this is for ranting about people who are revealing their true colours, right?

[Echewta]

Knackers Yard? Thats hot.

[ericlee]

This thread is null and void, and you are indeed ready for the knackers yard unless you give us details. What did the guy do?

dammit you, can't you read? She clearly wrote what the man has done.

bleurrghh.

[Nuzzolese]

It's so difficult to reveal things about yourself to people who really like you, even if you want to. When you open up and start to share the darker things or even the risque things, the other person may start to widen his eyes and a look of confusion, disgust or fear may cross his face, and that hurts way more than any regret you might have for what you did in the past. Even if I don't regret something, I start to once I see that someone I care about takes it negatively. Suddenly I'm not me anymore, I'm this new person they see me as, and they don't like me as much as they used to.

Sometimes a person seems to adore you and in the interest of getting closer, you have the urge to share things with them - thoughts or stories or facts from your past. But what happens if the person changes their view of you? What happens if they think less of you, dislike you after knowing the truth? Is it worth it to tell them? What's best, having someone love you for who you wish you were and who you can be nowadays, or having someone just plain like you for who you really are (which includes who you used to be)?

Conflicting moralities.

"Live your life and be brazen and fun and enjoy yourself! As long as you're not hurting anybody, go ahead and do things you wouldn't normally do! Take chances! You only live once."

Right, then you meet someone and they have standards of behavior and ideas about how a person should act. And you agree with them. It doesn't mean you didn't try other things once. But now you tell them about things you did in the past. Hell. You might even do them again some time - they weren't so bad. But this person judges you and condemns you and suddenly you're sorry for having so much fun, for ever taking a chance on making mistakes.

[abcdefz]

There are some things people can tell you that will definitely immediately and irrevokably alter your perception of them.

For me, big ones:

My oldest brother date raped a girl. I always knew he was a turd, but that just sealed it.

I've known two different guys who have beaten their girlfriends. To me, man, you do that, you're a cockroach.

In junior high school, a girlfriend told me her dad had had sex with her for a while. Their family was still in counseling.

Also, when I find out someone can just straight out lie to you for gain, I lose all respect.

[abcdefz]

In junior high school, a girlfriend told me her dad had had sex with her for a while. Their family was still in counseling.





...by the way: that meant I couldn't look at her dad the same anymore; it didn't affect how I felt about Kim.

[burbboi]

I found out recently that an old friend of mine from high school is boinking his first cousin. Ewww.

[burbboi]

Not at all

[zippo]

It's so difficult to reveal things about yourself to people who really like you, even if you want to. When you open up and start to share the darker things or even the risque things, the other person may start to widen his eyes and a look of confusion, disgust or fear may cross his face, and that hurts way more than any regret you might have for what you did in the past. Even if I don't regret something, I start to once I see that someone I care about takes it negatively. Suddenly I'm not me anymore, I'm this new person they see me as, and they don't like me as much as they used to.

Sometimes a person seems to adore you and in the interest of getting closer, you have the urge to share things with them - thoughts or stories or facts from your past. But what happens if the person changes their view of you? What happens if they think less of you, dislike you after knowing the truth? Is it worth it to tell them? What's best, having someone love you for who you wish you were and who you can be nowadays, or having someone just plain like you for who you really are (which includes who you used to be)?

Conflicting moralities.

"Live your life and be brazen and fun and enjoy yourself! As long as you're not hurting anybody, go ahead and do things you wouldn't normally do! Take chances! You only live once."

Right, then you meet someone and they have standards of behavior and ideas about how a person should act. And you agree with them. It doesn't mean you didn't try other things once. But now you tell them about things you did in the past. Hell. You might even do them again some time - they weren't so bad. But this person judges you and condemns you and suddenly you're sorry for having so much fun, for ever taking a chance on making mistakes.

you know how that old philosopher Heraclito said "you never dip your foot twice in the same river"? it relates as well to relationships, i dont have the same relationship with any two friends, theres different parts of your personality that you can invest better in with a particular person. i accentuate certain parts of my personality depending on which friend im with, cuz i know, that certain other parts will just not be as appreciated or go to waste. it becomes automatic and natural.

i think theres some parts of you certain people arent gonna understand, and theres other parts another group wont be able to decipher. as well as theres some parts of our friends personalitys we wont get 100% either...the parts where our ideologys and points of view mostly clash...things we usually dont ever mention, not becuz theyre negative but becuz you just know you two wont get anywhere. my point is, thats ok.

[cosmo105]

i just found out a few months ago that my 6th grade D.A.R.E. officer is in prison for child molestation now.


oh, and i'm really really judgemental sometimes and i feel like such a jerk for it.

[Freebasser]

You probably are a jerk.

[cosmo105]

shut up, alpacafucker.

[Freebasser]

I bet you'd love to watch me fuck an alpaca, you pervert.

[cosmo105]

again?

[Freebasser]

You deaf bitch. You probably taunt disabled people too.

[cosmo105]

deaf? no, i heard that alpaca's moans loud and clear.

so what if i do? what are you going to do about it? *shove*

[Freebasser]

Ow! My peg-leg :(