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[vickista]

i have a friend i go to karate with, and shes a few belts higher than me but shes just gotten onto the state team and shes getting pretty serious now and doesnt want me messing her up bcoz im no where near as good, so shes saying now that maybe we cant be friends, ive known her forever, and we always got on well and enjoyed ach others company and now, shes gonna end it coz im not good enough. huh, story of my life im never good enough i may as well crawl into a hole and die, it would probly be doing everyone a favour, especailly since im no near good enough for a proper burial, so theres one favour i wld've done them.

[Justin]

I've seen stories like these before.....

Don't go turning serial killer on us:eek:

[Justin]

although this girl seems like a good first candidate.

So this girl doesnt have time for karate and her friends?

maybe shes the psycho here

[zorra_chiflada]

when i was 13, i felt sorry for myself all the time. looking back, i regret being such a fucking whiny downer.

[vickista]

when i was 13, i felt sorry for myself all the time. looking back, i regret being such a fucking whiny downer.


well im a whiny downer and i will not cease.

[Medellia]

Doesn't sound like she's such a great friend if that's the only reason why she's doing it. What's the whole story?

[Ace42X]

Your friend sounds fickle and shallow. Like most girls that age. When you go to university, you may well lose contact with everyone you know up until that point, so don't sweat it now.

[Justin]

you can't allow others to fuck your life up and how you feel..Fuck people like that! You don't need them.

[zorra_chiflada]

zactly.

[Justin]

Your friend sounds fickle and shallow. Like most girls that age. When you go to university, you may well lose contact with everyone you know up until that point, so don't sweat it now.

That's totally true. After college I have only kept in contact with one person before college, excluding family members

[zorra_chiflada]

get really good at karate and use your moves on people

[Medellia]

Yeah, Ace is right about that. I only have contact with one high school friend now and she's my roommate. Out of all of them there are two I wish I could speak to now. One moved to Texas when we were fifteen, and we just haven't spoken to each other since then (well, once about a year later) and the other one died (which is why the previously mentioned conversation occured).

[Lex Diamonds]

well im a whiny downer and i will not cease.
Yeah you will. Just wait til you find drugs. (y)

[vickista]

you can't allow others to fuck your life up and how you feel..Fuck people like that! You don't need them.



you are right, i wrote this thread on sunday?or tuesday? i cnt remember anyway, i've seen her about 3 times since then i and i just left her alone, like i was polite and said hello/goodbye etc. but that was it, and the bitch was expecting me to be like begging her to be her friend again, but no i didnt. she's all: "vicki you arent serious enough about karate.its not good enough, we cant be friends" but i am, i dont want to be at state level just yet, but that doesnt mean im not serious.
so FUCK her and FUCK everyone else who thinks im a failure. i dont give a flying fuck what they think about ME anymore, all i care about is my opinion of myself.-that wasnt a very good sentence sorry- everyone else can fuck off.