QueenAdrock
04-27-2006, 11:26 PM
Ah, jeez. I never thought this day would come. It would have been Wayne's and my 5-year anniversary. He told me we'd take a weekend trip somewhere nice. Fuck that, though. I've got a date tonight with a nice boy who enjoys the Beastie Boys.
After 4 months, the breakup still bothers me. Maybe that's because I was a victim of racism, and I still feel a great injustice. Maybe I shouldn't have been trying to suck up to his dad, or do favors for his family, because it was all in vain - his father STILL hated me. But he was okay with our relationship if it meant I picked up Wayne from the airport or went to go buy dinner for the family. Even after all this time, I still feel used and stepped on.
Sigh.
However, I did buy and ship Wayne a gun rack for our anniversary. Anyone who gets the reference gets my eternal respect.
After 4 months, the breakup still bothers me. Maybe that's because I was a victim of racism, and I still feel a great injustice. Maybe I shouldn't have been trying to suck up to his dad, or do favors for his family, because it was all in vain - his father STILL hated me. But he was okay with our relationship if it meant I picked up Wayne from the airport or went to go buy dinner for the family. Even after all this time, I still feel used and stepped on.
Sigh.
However, I did buy and ship Wayne a gun rack for our anniversary. Anyone who gets the reference gets my eternal respect.