Just a thought about reality?

[Rawr]

Does anyone else remember when they were a kid and you ALWAYS felt like something was watching you? I remember once I was in the car getting the feeling agian and I seriously remember thinking that something was watching me, I thought it was just me and saw myself from a different angle as if I was watching myself in a different form to see my self in my mind (by the way, can anyone else do this?). But back to the point, does anyone remember that feeling? was it just a stage of paranoia or what?..

[TAL]

Rockwell!

[enree erzweglle]

Does anyone else remember when they were a kid and you ALWAYS felt like something was watching you?
I absolutely don't remember having that sensation. And I guess I'm glad for that. :)

[ma belle]

remote viewing is a skill and it has its uses.
para = Gk 'alongside'
noia = Gk 'thought'
So paranoia is just the experiencing of thoughts alongside the thoughts you're already having. Nothing unusual or to worry about.

If you want something to worry about just ask ;)

[Sarky Devotchka]

when I was a kid I used to think that one day I'd wake up and be attached to machines rather than living my actual life. like someone was creating a world for me and nothing was real. I saw an episode of the twilight zone like that and it really freaked me out. I'm not sure 6 year olds are meant to watch stuff like that. or Dr. Who.

wait, I still feel that way sometimes now though. I'm probably from another dimension.

[Kid Presentable]

When I was 12-13 I used to check up in the ceiling for camera wires, and look in the cornices for pin-holes. I was frightened that I was being watched. For real.

[ma belle]

...but the belief systems you've built tell you this is not the case...

[faz]

One of my early memories (or what feels like a memory) is of me as a baby being washed in a sink. But the memory is as if I’m watching it from a camera in the corner of the room.

After the truman show came out I kept thinking my life was like that. And I would notice rather arbitrary things but things that an 11 year old mind would somehow prove that my life was a fraud.

(on a side note I've just added the truman show to my online rental que)

[Waus]

Du liebst in ein traumwelt. (!)

[ma belle]

ich bin ein chrome dinette!

[g-mile7]

I had the feeling that there was something more then this....always felt "why am I the only one that can hear my thoughts" "why was I born this way to this people" etc I have had thoughts like that since I was 4 or 5, I can recall them, some my most clearest memories as a child.


"Reality is wrong, dreams are for real"

that seems to be my wish more then ever these days.

[kaiser soze]

I've met aliens twice

were they for real?

[Rawr]

I've met aliens twice

were they for real?


My dad actually has a picture of UFO's. Litterly. It's from somewhere around 1960's or earlier, the picture shows a sky and there's orbs all around in certain places. He tried to put it up in some museum or something but someone tried to steal it and claim it.
I swear though, once when I was 10. I was going opening the door to let my dog out (before whenever I did I'd always look up to check it was okay.) but that one time I swear there were more then 4 UFO's in the sky, but they looked like orbs. They werent stars cause they were rounder and bigger (not that much bigger..but defiantly not stars.) I freaked and put my dog back inside and I forget what I did from there but since then I've always had dreams about aliens, ever since and they don't stop. -_-

[ma belle]

pronoia - on behalf of your thoughts - yes, it IS all happening... what you gonna do?