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[beastieangel01]

Yeah, posting about personal problems on a board happens. I'm not going to get in to details quite yet because I have yet to ...complete what I doing. But let me tell you, kids. It's not at all fun.

When you have something that you MUST do but hurts your heart, how do you push yourself through it?

[Ace42X]

When you have something that you MUST do but hurts your heart, how do you push yourself through it?

Beer.

[Lex Diamonds]

I don't know if it can be taught, but I'm quite good at suppressing emotions. I guess that's not the best way to get through it though. Listen to some happy music?

Anyway, hope you sort it out whatever it is. (y)

[beastieangel01]

Beer.

ha. Well I have to be sober for the first part of the process at least. So that helps the latter half I suppose.

[monkey]

<3 you get support from the people that care for you and love you. like our dorky asses. feel better dear.

[alexandra]

you tell yourself that this is life and some things have to be done, and then do it/what you have to do the best you can.

[Pres Zount]

The best thing is to learn from whatever hurdle you had to overcome, and hopefully plan for a better future. (y)

[Otis Driftwood]

Just tell him you found someone who understands your problems. That will make your future ex feel much better.

[Ace42X]

I hope you went for D-cup minimum, otherwise you'll jsut have to put yourself through it again when you realise you need bigger still.

[enree erzweglle]

Try to think about now how you'll feel when it's behind you and you can think back and know that did this thing that was hard and you did it with honor. If you can imagine that now, that maybe will make it easier to get to it. Good luck. :o

[SobaViolence]

look out for #1.
no one will do it for you.

[Kid Presentable]

ummm..Just don't kill yourself.

[Tzar]

yeah well i was gonna say don't turn to alcohol or drugs to 'forget' about it. doesn't work. just hang in there - gotta go through the worst of the times to get to the best of times.

[DipDipDive]

Know that even though it's hard right now, you're doing what will be best for you in the long run, and to hell with anyone who disagrees.

[g-mile7]

You do it for it will hurt more then your heart later on.

[Funkyfreshgrape]

the dumb blue theme on the message board which i'm getting REALLY sick of!:mad:

[DandyFop]

Well, no matter what happens, I'm happy you are taking what seems to be a necessary step in order for you to be happy. It will get better soon...and soon you will realize how much better off you are! Plus you're hot, so that's an added bonus right?

[beastieangel01]

thanks everyone. very kind, helpful words.

I just moved out of my apartment. Two weeks after a house warming even.

Stupid life ;/

[cookiepuss]

damn it this is such a sad day on the board. people breaking up, cats dying. and i forgot to take my anti-depressants today (and yesterday. hope I don't have a heartattack. yikes). terrible timing people. terrible.

anyway, sorry things weren't working out crystal. but you should never settle for something that isn't making you happy.

[marsdaddy]

Be glad you can feel ANYTHING. Also, trust that you are doing something that might hurt now, but is better in the long run.

[cosmo105]

i've read that buttsex can help in these situations.


you're doin' the right thing (y)

[SobaViolence]

i'm gonna go dance in the rain.

try to appease the gods for all of us.

[hitmonlee]

I don't know if it can be taught, but I'm quite good at suppressing emotions. I guess that's not the best way to get through it though.

yep!
deny deny deny

[adam_f]

Sorry Crystal. :( This sucks, and I'm not even sure what happened.