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DipDipDive
07-12-2006, 04:27 PM
- I'm on the internet, a lot, but never for anything educational or intellectually stimulating. I could be looking into concerts or cultural events in the area, reading the news, exposing myself to new bands via downloading music, and educating myself about whatever I want to learn considering I have an infinite amount of resources at my fingertips, but no. What do I use the internet for? This message board, myspace, and ebay. I hate myself for that.

- I love art. Love it. I love looking at it and collecting it, but I don't know much about art history, symbolism, techniques, etc., and I'm not artistically gifted. Some argue that I have an eye for design, color, and style, but I'm so incredibly envious of gifted painters, sculptors, illustrators, architects, and the like that I'm afraid to pursue anything in the creative realm because I'm intimidated by the talent of others. I hate myself for that, as well.

- I focus on the negative aspects of peoples personalities before the positive. Always. 100%. Without fail. It drags me down and I don't know how to change that about myself.

- I don't take care of myself. My diet sucks and I am, for the most part, completely inactive physically. I know that I'm very gradually killing myself by not being proactive with my overall health, but I'm lazy and stuck in my ways.

- I don't read as much as I used to, and I can feel myself getting dumber.

- I know all of this to be true and I don't like it, but these kinds of changes are hard to make, so I don't even bother trying.

There. Now I feel better.

You can vent here too, if you'd like.

Edit: Have at it, Q. This is me being a self indulgent post whore. I'm sure you'll have a field day with this one.

Pres Zount
07-12-2006, 04:57 PM
Should we post our own, or talk about yours? :(

DipDipDive
07-12-2006, 04:58 PM
Should we post our own, or talk about yours? :(

Post your own. Everybody. We'll have a fun little self deprication circle jerk and see who wins.

B4BY 4NN
07-12-2006, 04:59 PM
-I'm awful when it comes to math. Always have been. Basic subtraction really gets me. I cannot do it in my head unless with the assistance of a calculator. (And if I'm at work counting out a customer's change, I become EXTREMELY nervous not to mention embarrassed.)

-I s-s-stutter. Not a problem stemmed from childhood or anything. It developed, I guess, over the past couple of years. Meeting/talking to new people/"stangers" is a challenge for me believe it or not. I've noticed an overuse of my hands, too, when nervous or shy in social situations.

-I cannot drive.. Yet. Several of my co-workers have said this to be "sad". (But in all honesty, I can't afford to either.)

-My teeth. (Hence why I never smile.)

enree erzweglle
07-12-2006, 05:01 PM
DDD: each of those things is something that you can affect and change.

QueenAdrock
07-12-2006, 05:01 PM
- I don't read as much as I used to, and I can feel myself getting dumber.


YES! Me too! I really need to get a good book, because my writing and grammar are going downhill and it's making me upset.

I should probably cut out excess liquor too, to gain back much-needed brain cells...or at least not kill off my remaining ones.



Oh yeah, also:
-My ADD. Sometimes it gets so bad I can't concentrate on what I was saying. :(

DandyFop
07-12-2006, 05:11 PM
I am drinking beer because I'm depressed. It's 4:48 in the afternoon. I'm trying pretend it's so I'll want to clean my room. But it's so I won't have to face what's really going on.

g-mile7
07-12-2006, 05:14 PM
I'm ashamed of people.....particularly my age.

Miho Mingu
07-12-2006, 05:23 PM
-I'm awful when it comes to math. Always have been. Basic subtraction really gets me. I cannot do it in my head unless with the assistance of a calculator. (And if I'm at work counting out a customer's change, I become EXTREMELY nervous not to mention embarrassed.)

-I s-s-stutter. Not a problem stemmed from childhood or anything. It developed, I guess, over the past couple of years. Meeting/talking to new people/"stangers" is a challenge for me believe it or not. I've noticed an overuse of my hands, too, when nervous or shy in social situations.

-I cannot drive.. Yet. Several of my co-workers have said this to be "sad". (But in all honesty, I can't afford to either.)

-My teeth. (Hence why I never smile.)

All of this is the same with me, except the third one. I can drive.

- I'm on the internet, a lot, but never for anything educational or intellectually stimulating. I could be looking into concerts or cultural events in the area, reading the news, exposing myself to new bands via downloading music, and educating myself about whatever I want to learn considering I have an infinite amount of resources at my fingertips, but no. What do I use the internet for? This message board, myspace, and ebay. I hate myself for that.

- I focus on the negative aspects of peoples personalities before the positive. Always. 100%. Without fail. It drags me down and I don't know how to change that about myself.

- I don't take care of myself. My diet sucks and I am, for the most part, completely inactive physically. I know that I'm very gradually killing myself by not being proactive with my overall health, but I'm lazy and stuck in my ways.

- I don't read as much as I used to, and I can feel myself getting dumber.


This is all true about me as well.

Um, what else can I add--well, for awhile now, I've been particularly annoyed by my sister's kids, as they have been staying with us for the last couple years, so I easily snap at them when they are being too loud and cranky. I keep telling myself I have to stop being so mean to them. It's not really justified.

cosmo105
07-12-2006, 05:23 PM
-when i'm too lazy to go to the gym and make excuses for it.

-the internet thing.

-i dwell, dwell, dwell on the past and negatives. i bathe in it.

-i put myself down.

-i'm a pretty needy, emotional gf.

-i'm as lazy as possible until the very last moment something needs to be done.

-i'm bad at making friends.

yayyyyyy!

Pres Zount
07-12-2006, 05:24 PM
i'm ashamed that I'm not as smart as I used to be.

I'm ashamed that I only tell one or two people how I really feel all the time.

I'm ashamed that I am always nice to people I dislike.

I'm ashamed that I haven't spoken to my grandmother in a year or so.

I'm ashamed that I can't find the time or energy for my political views anymore.

enree erzweglle
07-12-2006, 05:26 PM
I fucked up the peeing thread. :(

And I think & worry too much which means that I'm worrying, right now, about fucking up the peeing thread.

The Notorious LOL
07-12-2006, 05:26 PM
- I can be calloused and seem unappreciative even if I do.


- I put things off.



- I get scatterbrained about things really easily



- I am somewhat of a slob




- I get annoyed with people too easily

Documad
07-12-2006, 05:30 PM
I have been traveling a lot in the past two months and I have parts of three suitcases or duffel bags that I haven't unpacked and two of them are in my living room. I have a friend coming over Friday night and I have decided to just lock everything in a spare room.

I spent so much time in the past week trying to catch up on the deplorable state of my yard (which the neighbors can see and are affected by) that I can't face the inside of my house. I'm sorry for the farmers that it is never going to rain again, but I am looking forward to another dry hot weekend so my yard can dry up and the grass can finally go dormant. I believe that my bug problem was caused by me sweeping up the crap that comes down from my neighbor's tree. I didn't know that until I got on line and ID'd the bugs that have surrounded my house. On a positive note, I think the new bugs must have scared off the ants that usually plague me.

jabumbo
07-12-2006, 05:34 PM
procrastination


neighbors

DipDipDive
07-12-2006, 05:37 PM
I spent so much time in the past week trying to catch up on the deplorable state of my yard (which the neighbors can see and are affected by) that I can't face the inside of my house. I'm sorry for the farmers that it is never going to rain again, but I am looking forward to another dry hot weekend so my yard can dry up and the grass can finally go dormant. I believe that my bug problem was caused by me sweeping up the crap that comes down from my neighbor's tree. I didn't know that until I got on line and ID'd the bugs that have surrounded my house. On a positive note, I think the new bugs must have scared off the ants that usually plague me.

This made me LOL for some reason.

I kinda do the same thing, but in a far more dispicable context. Like at work, for example. Getting new jobs is a good thing for the company and all, and I don't want the company to go under, but every time a new job comes in, I know it means more work for me and that irritates me. :o

Addendum: I want to be respected as an employee, but I never want to do more work than that which is absolutely required of me.

cosmo105
07-12-2006, 05:40 PM
oh, and i write like a six-year-old. my handwriting is horrible and i feel like a retard when i have to rewrite even a simple note to a coworker about 3 times before it's legible.

DipDipDive
07-12-2006, 05:40 PM
DDD: each of those things is something that you can affect and change.

All but the creativity thing, which I suppose could be changed if I stopped reading so much into it.

Addendum #2: I analyze everything until there's no joy left in anything.

I'm done now.

DipDipDive
07-12-2006, 05:41 PM
oh, and i write like a six-year-old. my handwriting is horrible and i feel like a retard when i have to rewrite even a simple note to a coworker about 3 times before it's legible.

aww :o

The Notorious LOL
07-12-2006, 05:41 PM
I am ashamed of my terrible gas :(

DipDipDive
07-12-2006, 05:42 PM
I am ashamed of my terrible gas :(

WHY?? :( :(

Auton
07-12-2006, 05:42 PM
-I put off writing and recording way too much. i complain that i'm just not as creative as i used to be, but the problem is just a lack of motivation to actually just sit down and do it. because of this i've become to dependant on other people coaxing me to do it... now i have to always have somebody else around when i write, even if they're not helping me. im hoping to change this.

-i tend to be a little mood-swingy. not outwardly, but i alternate between hot and cold pretty easily, and it gets distracting.

-i can be a bit disrespectful to my parents

-i'm too forgiving.

SobaViolence
07-12-2006, 05:45 PM
-i am a very good liar. very good. i can deceive anyone at will. i try to lie to make people feel better but 80% of the time it's for no good reason.

-i have, for the last 4 years known what i want to do with my life, but am ashamed/embarrassed and pretty sure have a fear of flying.

-i have missed many oppertunities to have meaningful relationships with lovely girls, and i do not have a single good reason for it. i'm promiscuous. i can't stay with someone for longer than a month before i get bored and move on. and i realize i missed something fulfilling at least 3 times.

-i have lost my once great control of the French language and can no longer hold a conversation for more than 3 minutes. I learned it alongside english growing up...

-i can get very self-destructive. and destructive in general too.

-i am a huge financial burden on my parents. i work, but they always give and at times i need to ask...(n)

-i don't think i'm attractive physically, eventhough i know everyone would say to the opposite. i dunno.

-i was actually going to kill that son of a bitch, and that frightens me. all the time.

damn. feels a little better.
DDD is my hero.

Pres Zount
07-12-2006, 05:56 PM
-i am a very good liar. very good. i can deceive anyone at will. i try to lie to make people feel better but 80% of the time it's for no good reason.
me too. :(



-i don't think i'm attractive physically, eventhough i know everyone would say to the opposite. i dunno.




You are way better looking than him.

cookiepuss
07-12-2006, 06:01 PM
-I'm awful when it comes to math. Always have been. Basic subtraction really gets me. I cannot do it in my head unless with the assistance of a calculator. (And if I'm at work counting out a customer's change, I become EXTREMELY nervous not to mention embarrassed.)


don't be ashamed of this. if you were tested it would likely be found that A. you are a visual learner/person and you are dilexic like me. dilexia is similar to dislexia only it only effect your ability to work with numbers. it is a classified learning disability and you can be elligable for additional resources and aid from most colleges and universities if you have it documented. (I was allowed to take all my exams untimed and with a calculator through the campus disability resource center. if a professor protested it the head of the center went after them and MADE them comply as the law states they have to.)

Simple math is really dificult for me. I can't and or subtract hardly at all. I only know 1/4 of my times tables. I worked with educational experts for years and they finally said...forget trying to memorize this. you are too visual and will always need a calculator. However I was able to grasp complex math concepts like calculis. one of my tutors would slip me calc formula with out me knowing it and I would get it. but I couldn't add 6+8 in my head. So Dilexia has nothing to do with intelligence.

Sak, like me you are also very artistic. Which also indicates to me that you are a visual person. that's how you process things. so we all have our gifts and our weaknesses. I use to also be ashamed of my math disability, but I'm not any more. I know I can do math but that I require certain things to do it. just like a near sighted person needs glasses, some people NEED calculators.

synch
07-12-2006, 06:03 PM
Most of mine have already been said so meh.

It's blatantly obvious one of them was me being lazy.

jackrock
07-12-2006, 06:08 PM
-I am a horrible sleeper. Sometime i just lie awake till 4 in the morning, maybe get a cup of tea.

-I am sleeping away my summer. I sleep till about 1 everyday.

-I can't show my true feelings, whether it be mad, sad, etc.

-I don't talk to my friends a whole lot. I feel weird about calling them up, almost unfomfortable, it's hard to explain

-The internet

-this one i have to put in small white text cause im really ashamed of it, I sometimes need people to feel sorry for me, I know, I know, see white text

:(

monkey
07-12-2006, 06:09 PM
1. i dont read enough. ive gotten better (my old meds made me lose my concentration) but im still not up to my old reading standards.

2. i watch 1 soap opera. im trying to get that down to 0.

3. i stopped running (roughly around the same time i started taking the evil meds)

4. i have "dealt" with 50% of my problems. of the 50% left, im sorta ignoring 30% of them.

5. i smoke weed too much to aid in my ignorance.

:(

i liked my happy thread better, but no one felt like declaring shit they loved about themselves.

AdRockGRL
07-12-2006, 06:13 PM
2 things that make me very ashemd in this moment are:

-melt when I see THAT guy that I shouldn't even watch (he's only 18...in october...and anyway i've got my bf)

-my sister that laughs 'cause I've got BBoys on my desktop "as the teenager"...she says... grrrrr

kaiser soze
07-12-2006, 06:25 PM
I'm ashamed I'm an alias

I really should find the good in people...as of late it seems like everyone is evil

or are they?

Yesh, the internet...with being far from my friends, school, and working alot... it's really my only social outlet for the most part

I gotta stop knockin' myself and find my potential, self actualization is a good thing but difficult for me to grasp...stress sucks

I shouldn't procrastinate in school

I should keep in touch with my family more

I think I'm brewing a bad case of Social Anxiety Disorder (being a hermit and not digging the bar scene, not being part of a church/social group doesn't help)

I should diversify my exercise routine, biking and blading and some weight lifting isn't enough

that's about it, I think

zorra_chiflada
07-12-2006, 09:02 PM
i suppose...
i'm ashamed i dont' have a job
i don't have my licence
i have to do an extra semester of school
i don't like to leave the house
i don't have many friends
the friends i have suck
i'm on the fucking computer all the fucking time
my house is messy
i don't have the motivation to do much
i'm so unbelieveably insecure i lash out at everyone.

jackrock
07-12-2006, 09:33 PM
i suppose...
i'm ashamed i dont' have a job


i don't like to leave the house
i don't have many friends
the friends i have suck
i'm on the fucking computer all the fucking time
my house is messy
i don't have the motivation to do much

ditto

Lo_Lyfe
07-12-2006, 10:03 PM
lol

-I fukk too much

-I read page one of this thread

-i'm piff

Documad
07-12-2006, 10:04 PM
- I love art. Love it. I love looking at it and collecting it, but I don't know much about art history, symbolism, techniques, etc., and I'm not artistically gifted. Some argue that I have an eye for design, color, and style, but I'm so incredibly envious of gifted painters, sculptors, illustrators, architects, and the like that I'm afraid to pursue anything in the creative realm because I'm intimidated by the talent of others.
I have no creative ability at all, but I love art. I go to all the smallest, strangest museums in any town I visit. I took a class in college and I've checked out all kinds of books from the library but I still have no idea what I'm looking at or why I like it or don't like it. Sometimes I don't like anything and speed through. Other times I spend ages in one room.

One thing I've noticed is that other people in museums tend to look at the label on the art rather than the art itself. If the artist has a recognizable name, they'll put their weight on a back foot, do the hand under the chin thing, and stare hard at the art. They're complete fakes. If the name isn't recognizable, they'll go to the next label without looking at the art itself. So you might not know all the lingo but if you have your own taste, you're better than 95% of the people in museums and galleries.

Lo_Lyfe
07-12-2006, 10:05 PM
I have no creative ability at all, but I love art. I go to all the smallest, strangest museums in any town I visit. I took a class in college and I've checked out all kinds of books from the library but I still have no idea what I'm looking at or why I like it or don't like it. Sometimes I don't like anything and speed through. Other times I spend ages in one room.

One thing I've noticed is that other people in museums tend to look at the label on the art rather than the art itself. If the artist has a recognizable name, they'll put their weight on a back foot, do the hand under the chin thing, and stare hard at the art. They're complete fakes. If the name isn't recognizable, they'll go to the next label without looking at the art itself. So you might not know all the lingo but if you have your own taste, you're better than 95% of the people in museums and galleries.
zactly the same as 99% of 'Hiphop headz" can't rap or make decent music

enree erzweglle
07-13-2006, 05:49 AM
All but the creativity thing, which I suppose could be changed if I stopped reading so much into it.I think you can definitely develop that to a degree or expand your definition of it to include things that you maybe already have a proclivity for but underestimate or downplay.

So about all of these things that people are posting, what are any of you going to do about them? Can you take one thing from your lists (just one thing) and dedicate, say, a month to tackling it--think about it in actionable ways and do something measurable about it?

enree erzweglle
07-13-2006, 05:52 AM
One thing I've noticed is that other people in museums tend to look at the label on the art rather than the art itself. If the artist has a recognizable name, they'll put their weight on a back foot, do the hand under the chin thing, and stare hard at the art. They're complete fakes. Awww, that's pretty harsh. I think some people only know about the masters or a subset of them and I don't fault them for trying to expand their view a little, even if it's only to stare at and be awestruck by the famous pieces. Art is tough--it's really hard for some people to get it or to know what to look for so they stick with what's tried and true.

synch
07-13-2006, 05:57 AM
Dogs playing poker! Woo!

Otis Driftwood
07-13-2006, 06:35 AM
- I focus on the negative aspects of peoples personalities before the positive. Always. 100%. Without fail. It drags me down and I don't know how to change that about myself.

What A Viscious Circle! Don't be too hard on your self.

@ KaiserSoze: That bar stuff can be a hermitage, too, in a way. Been hangin out at the same place for 3 weeks every night, cause I always know someone there to talk trivial things or play foosball. You'd never waste so much money here, where you pretty much go for the same reasons.

na§tee
07-13-2006, 07:09 AM
sarah, i didn't know you stuttered. me too. it's better than it has been, and most of my friends hardly realise it. it's more a problem with actually having to spit out words. when i was younger we had to move a lot cos the pops is in the army, and i've been to about 12 different schools -- the point where i had to introduce myself and say "claire" was always the most horrifying.

hours spent crying about having to give talks in class or read passages from books. when i went to university and became more confident, that's when it started to pass. i still have problems with saying certain numbers (i couldn't order takeaway food by credit card until about last year!) or asking for a certain name on the phone but that's it really. i'm not ashamed of it though. embarassed sometimes, but not ashamed. is there a difference?

okay, more:

- i show massive non-appreciation to my family, and especially my father. he pays my rent even though right now i have a job and am now a year out of university. i could theoretically cut the chord now but i am too lazy and i will be too poor. i know i should learn to be more independent but having a monthly £235 sized hole in my bank account right now i just can't afford. so i take it. i chat every now and then on the phone to him but honestly, i would not like him as a person if he wasn't related. and feeling that way makes me ashamed.

- i am ashamed i didn't take that funding for my masters degree and let all my lecturers who spent weeks writing references for me down.

- i am ashamed that sometimes i want other boys to try to kiss me when i have a boyfriend and enjoy other boys fancying me. this has never happened tho (the attempted snog part, not the fancying!) - i think just in my head i would like them to try - boys i find attractive, ya here, not the mingers who are the only ones thus far who actually have - but then i would turn them down. maybe. i don't know. yes! i would! i would.

- i am ashamed i never keep in better contact with people, especially my old university friends who are in different countries.

- i am ashamed that i get hugely jealous sometimes.

Rock
07-13-2006, 08:14 AM
I have no patience with the people I care about but plenty for others

I didn't do shit for school this semester and will fuck up my streak of actually getting the best grades I have ever had in my life

I don't see my parents enough

I don't see my grandma-in-law (is that a word) enough

I have become more stupid over the years

I have a big belly but a skinny everything else

I can't handle most social situations without being somewhat intoxicated

I have random hateful thoughts towards some really really nice people who have never wronged me

Randetica
07-13-2006, 08:24 AM
as a real social phob im ashamed of every step i take and every move i make cause you'll be watching me

TonsOfFun
07-13-2006, 08:28 AM
so of your posted bad points are my best features :)

tulla
07-13-2006, 09:30 AM
- i make my friends cry way too often. i have a problem with holding my feelings in, i often tell people exactly how i feel without thinking how it may affect them after i speak my opinion.

- i eat way too much cookie crisp.

- i'm too focused on sex, sometimes i think i'm addicted.

- i laugh at other's misfortunes

Rock
07-13-2006, 09:45 AM
I have enough porn downloaded and burnt to VCD or CD that I could watch porn straight for 11 days.

Bob
07-13-2006, 09:47 AM
i'm ashamed of my fear of telephones. seriously, it's bad. even hearing or seeing the word "call" sends shivers down my spine. i don't know why i have it, but i do. i can't even order pizzas.

g-mile7
07-13-2006, 09:51 AM
-I put off writing and recording way too much. i complain that i'm just not as creative as i used to be, but the problem is just a lack of motivation to actually just sit down and do it. because of this i've become to dependant on other people coaxing me to do it... now i have to always have somebody else around when i write, even if they're not helping me. im hoping to change this.

-i tend to be a little mood-swingy. not outwardly, but i alternate between hot and cold pretty easily, and it gets distracting.

-i can be a bit disrespectful to my parents

-i'm too forgiving.



Let me help

TurdBerglar
07-13-2006, 09:54 AM
I have enough porn downloaded and burnt to VCD or CD that I could watch porn straight for 11 days.


do you seriously need that much?

B4BY 4NN
07-13-2006, 10:01 AM
sarah, i didn't know you stuttered. me too. it's better than it has been, and most of my friends hardly realise it. it's more a problem with actually having to spit out words. when i was younger we had to move a lot cos the pops is in the army, and i've been to about 12 different schools -- the point where i had to introduce myself and say "claire" was always the most horrifying.

I'm okay with introducing myself, but to converse is difficult.

Like you said; it's more of a problem having to spit out the words. I clam up, I sweat, I turn red in the face and think "Jesus, they must find me real retarded." :(

Randetica
07-13-2006, 10:03 AM
i'm ashamed of my fear of telephones. seriously, it's bad. even hearing or seeing the word "call" sends shivers down my spine. i don't know why i have it, but i do. i can't even order pizzas.


*RING RING*

Rock
07-13-2006, 10:04 AM
do you seriously need that much?
Nope. I just can't stop downloading it. I probably have only watched 1/2 of it during the past 5 years.
I think its probably because we only have one computer at my house and my sister uses it too. So I can't jerk it there...just too weird...so I download some, burn it, and take it to my room. So overtime it added up to that ridiculous amount.
This is no longer a problem now though since I don't live there anymore.

The Notorious LOL
07-13-2006, 10:08 AM
its the same principle with mp3s. you amass shit because you can.


I got fuckin Robbie Williams mp3s on my computer for christ sakes.


I had several gigs of porn before I decided to delete them.

synch
07-13-2006, 10:08 AM
I can't stop downloading in general. Porn or no porn.

I'm in the process of rearranging my cd's and dvd's. I seem to have quite a bit of them. I downloaded 20 gigs worth of southpark ALONE and in a couple of days time (in which I wasn't just downloading that) :(

beastieangel01
07-13-2006, 10:29 AM
I'm just ashamed that I don't push myself harder to do, well, everything. Whether it be getting started or doing it better, because I know I can do it better. I just lack the motivation at times, which is awful.

Dorothy Wood
07-13-2006, 10:47 AM
i'm ashamed of my fear of telephones. seriously, it's bad. even hearing or seeing the word "call" sends shivers down my spine. i don't know why i have it, but i do. i can't even order pizzas.


I used to be like that. but at my job, I have to call people a lot, so I kinda got over it. although, when my cell phone rings when I'm not expecting it, my heartrate goes up and I get really nervous. I nearly had a damn heart attack last time. and my ringtone is the most unassuming non-irritating one I could find.

also, I stutter some too. mainly I speak too quietly and jumble words or can't think of what words to say. it's due to anxiety. so usually, I just avoid talking in daily life. I'm getting better though. when I'm drunk, I'm a chatterbox and can be very eloquent and witty. now if I could just find a way to be drunk all the time, my problems would be solved. :(

Randetica
07-13-2006, 10:51 AM
phonophobe

Echewta
07-13-2006, 11:00 AM
I find it funny that DDD and Cosmo didn't mention their haircuts.

enree erzweglle
07-13-2006, 11:01 AM
Are any of you planning on tackling any one thing on your list, trying to get it behind you?

tulla
07-13-2006, 11:04 AM
oh yes, i plan on eliminating cookie crisp from my diet.

DipDipDive
07-13-2006, 11:05 AM
Are any of you planning on tackling any one thing on your list, trying to get it behind you?

Yes. The reading more thing is the most easily attainable for me and more than likely the topic on my list that I'll be most proactive about first.

I know I have to do something with myself because I've been really restless and dissatisfied lately.

enree erzweglle
07-13-2006, 11:08 AM
oh yes, i plan on eliminating cookie crisp from my diet.:) What is cookie crisp?

g-mile7
07-13-2006, 11:10 AM
:) What is cookie crisp?


the best cereal in the world....

http://theimaginaryworld.com/pre498.jpg

yea theres the sweetness cookies for breakfast

Echewta
07-13-2006, 11:19 AM
I'm going to have to disagree and say that Frosted Flakes is some mighty fine cereal. Much stonger in the breakfast running that a chocolate chip cookie type cereal.

g-mile7
07-13-2006, 11:21 AM
I'm going to have to disagree and say that Frosted Flakes is some mighty fine cereal. Much stonger in the breakfast running that a chocolate chip cookie type cereal.


Frosted Flakes tastes good too I have to agree that is the number one 1 consumed cereal in the Greene domain...although COooOOOOkie Crisp is good, the junk makes my heart race, similar to Cinnamon Toast Crunch.

yeahwho
07-13-2006, 11:28 AM
I'm going to have to disagree and say that Frosted Flakes is some mighty fine cereal. Much stonger in the breakfast running that a chocolate chip cookie type cereal.

They're GRRRRReat! (http://www.tvparty.com/g2c/TONYTIGER.ram)

enree erzweglle
07-13-2006, 11:48 AM
Yes. The reading more thing is the most easily attainable for me and more than likely the topic on my list that I'll be most proactive about first.

I know I have to do something with myself because I've been really restless and dissatisfied lately.I'm so glad to hear this. Really. Sometimes the negative stuff can overwhelm people into a stupor.

About that restlessness...I've seen that before. I think people get inactive in terms of learning and in terms of general (physical) activity and then lethargy (physical and mental lethargy) sets in and then that loops in on itself and makes it even more difficult to get extracted from it. I am concerned about that--I see it happening a lot to people I think who get caught unwares, so it's why I force myself to stay physically active, to stay current in various areas, to always try to learn something. Otherwise, it's like brain atrophy coupled with body atropy coupled turns into general apathy and yikes.

enree erzweglle
07-13-2006, 11:55 AM
the best cereal in the world....

http://theimaginaryworld.com/pre498.jpg

yea theres the sweetness cookies for breakfastI have never seen that cereal. They sell it in the U.S.? It's probably on the bottom row in the grocery store. I tend to stay up on the top row where the old-people cereal is. :)

When I was in my 20s, I had it bad for Captain Crunch and Lucky Charms. Then I read about how one of them had the highest sugar content for cereal and I stopped outright. Now I am into cereal that tastes like nothing. (lb) When I'm not shopping at Whole Foods, it's grocery store cereal: Kashi's Good Friends (the one with twigs in it) and Weetbix.

g-mile7
07-13-2006, 12:28 PM
I have never seen that cereal. They sell it in the U.S.? It's probably on the bottom row in the grocery store. I tend to stay up on the top row where the old-people cereal is. :)

When I was in my 20s, I had it bad for Captain Crunch and Lucky Charms. Then I read about how one of them had the highest sugar content for cereal and I stopped outright. Now I am into cereal that tastes like nothing. (lb) When I'm not shopping at Whole Foods, it's grocery store cereal: Kashi's Good Friends (the one with twigs in it) and Weetbix.


your missing out someone said this woman a box!

cosmo105
07-13-2006, 12:33 PM
oh yes, i plan on eliminating cookie crisp from my diet.
when i first moved out of my mom's house, that was the first thing i bought because she never let me have it when i was a kid (not ONCE) so i was dying to try it. then i bought it and it was so fucking delicious and i was really angry at her. but it was so sweet, i don't think i finished the box.

matt does the same thing with capri sun. his parents wouldn't let him drink that, so he went through a period last year where he went through, seriously, 4 boxes a week. i'd find empties all over the apartment. i finally confronted him about it, sat him down, and said YOU HAVE A CAPRI SUN PROBLEM. he said he could quit any time he wanted :(

QueenAdrock
07-13-2006, 12:35 PM
When I was in my 20s, I had it bad for Captain Crunch and Lucky Charms.


Awww, man. I found out that our grocery store sells Lucky Charms in bulk and it's called something else like "Lucky Marshmallows" or some knock-off name. It's got pirate booty for marshmallows, too.

Either way, I'm a golden grahams/anything else with "honey" in the name kinda girl. And frosted mini wheats. (y)

beastieangel01
07-13-2006, 12:39 PM
mmm Lucky Charms. I cannot eat that stuff now though, I cannot handle the sugar. I do cheerios, rice krispies, or raisin bran.

QueenAdrock
07-13-2006, 12:45 PM
Honey Nut Cheerios = awesome

plus, the leftover milk tastes pretty great too.

g-mile7
07-13-2006, 12:54 PM
it took me a while to think of a legit ashamed moment in my life I came to one....I have yet to taste the sweet sweet nectar of vanilla chicas :( hahaha

CrankItUp!
07-13-2006, 01:00 PM
more Cheetos plz :)

SobaViolence
07-13-2006, 01:54 PM
my mother ended her relationship with that son of a bitch.
and i feel ashamed.
because i think she enjoyed his company.
and it's my fault.

and this goes back to me being responsible for my parents getting divorced.
i thought i got over it.
jebus...

cookiepuss
07-13-2006, 05:00 PM
1. my dog has a myspace page. and he has more friends than my boyfriends myspace does

2. I can't speak any other laguages. and I can not speak the laguages I know a bit of properly either.

3.I don't read enough any more either

adam_f
07-14-2006, 07:50 AM
I know all the words to many, many, many NSYNC songs. Many, many NSYNC songs.

DustSucker
07-14-2006, 08:50 AM
Haven't had a single job my whole life, even though i'm 19. I get 78 euros a month as a financing for my study, and that's what I use to buy beer, weed and fastfood. My parents always tell me they pay university, clothes and stuff as long as I finish my study properly. I know I'm a fucking lazy bastard, but I also know it'll be pretty fucking hard to get a job if in half a year I'm 20 and haven't worked my whole life. It's fun now, and I wouldn't want to give my freedom up for a stupid job later in life, but I also have to think about the consequenses.

that.. and I liked the spice girls when i was little :rolleyes: :(