i feel numb...

[vickista]

both phisically and mentally. my toes and pinkys keep going numb for no apparent reason i have to go to the doctor tomorrow for BLOOD TESTS, ahhh.:(

but also i think i lost my spark, my little firey thing in my personality. :eek:
now when im angry, happy, sad etc. its like i dont feel it, its like a little tingle and thats all. it not proper feelings its like their blocked off or some shit, i dno but i want the spark back, the spark was me, without the spark im empty.:(

[jabumbo]

get up and walk around a little bit

[vickista]

get up and walk around a little bit


it happens when im walking alot of the time actually, this morning after i walked to skool it took me half an hour before i would feel my pinky's.

[jabumbo]

when my blood sugars would go over 35o or so, my fingers on my right hand sort of tingled and felts sort of like that

[vickista]

when they do blood tests is it with one of those huge needles?

[jabumbo]

if you don't look, you won't notice it as much. its not really that bad

[Lo_Lyfe]

So a lady goes to the gyno, and she's nervous as fuck. And she asks her gyno "will this exam hurt?", and he's putting her at ease by saying "not at all, just try to relax.". So she tries to relax. and he's being all reassuring, and he says to her "OK we're going to have to numb the area before we continue the exam", and she says "ok doctor, do what you have to", and he leans into her cooter and starts going "num num num num..."

[vickista]

im more worried about the 2nd of the two actually.

[vickista]

what happens when u expirience emotions but ur in the shocked kind of state so u dont express them?

[Lo_Lyfe]

what happens when u expirience emotions but ur in the shocked kind of state so u dont express them?
most turn to drugs. don't do that, though.

[hitmonlee]

when they do blood tests is it with one of those huge needles?

no, its very thin and it doesn't hurt a bit.

just look away and think about butterflies and kittens while they are doing it. it will be over before you know it.

[vickista]

most turn to drugs. don't do that, though.

i don't mean to be rude but u aren't helping.

[Lo_Lyfe]

i don't mean to be rude but u aren't helping.
whatever. you're being a mad corny teenager tho. without that spark im nothing, like its the matrix of leadership. you gotta accept youll feel bad sometimes. its life, not my little pony.

[vickista]

whatever. you're being a mad corny teenager tho. without that spark im nothing, like its the matrix of leadership. you gotta accept youll feel bad sometimes. its life, not my little pony.


its not that i feel bad its that im not feeling anything at all really. and i no that's life but thats not the point. and i wasn't being a mad corny teenager just becoz i told u that u werent helping the gross joke and the lame drugs thing were really pointless i have a right to say it doesnt help just like u have a right to post it so fuck off

[Lo_Lyfe]

its not that i feel bad its that im not feeling anything at all really. and i no that's life but thats not the point. and i wasn't being a mad corny teenager just becoz i told u that u werent helping the gross joke and the lame drugs thing were really pointless i have a right to say it doesnt help just like u have a right to post it so fuck off
Aight then. sorry