So that better paying job

[beastieangel01]

is basically mine if I go to the office and like the environment. And it pays a LOT better. With benefits and everything. I've talked about this I know but it's in the bag.

I know this is going to sound really retarded and I'd probably want to kick my own ass, but I have to get it out.

With this new job being offered to me, then I won that cruise, then the Ikea thing, and several others things... I feel like this is all too good to be true. How can it be possible that this many good things are happening to me. And I also think that I am not so deserving of all this. I mean, I'm happy, but what the hell did I do to deserve any of this? Sure I've been working hard and I've dealt with some shit lately but still. I don't know. It just feels odd.

I really do think it's just a build up and I'll end up getting hit by a bus soon.

[Loppfessor]

^girl don't fight destiny....all you need now is me to be your cherry on top

[beastieangel01]

haha!

eh. I suppose it's just that a sudden pile of good luck threw me off and I felt uneasy.

My cherry on top will be when I take that cruise to St. Thomas. Aw yeah.

[monkey]

you went through a lot of shit. this is the universe saying "good job, you dealt with that shit well".

you deserve it. enjoy it as such.

[beastiegirrl101]

good things happen to good people. ;)

[skra75]

for real, I've told you this before. I'm happy for you girl.

[beastieangel01]

thank you guys :o

when I found out about this new job, and knowing that I can have it I almost started crying. With the amount I'll be making, my medical debt can be gone in as little as 3 months. Not to mention if I can sell those Ikea giftcards, I could probably pay it off in a month and a half!

Then I can go back to school :) :) :)

[skra75]

and you won't have to pay for use of your car anymore!

[beastieangel01]

yes!

in fact after the debt is gone I can save up for a down payment on a better car in a very short amount of time. I love the little piece of crap geo, but considering I keep wanting to hit LA for all the awesome art shows (and I thrive off that inspiration) I am going to need a slightly better car. Nothing fancy. I just want to be able to make the road trips from time to time.

[QueenAdrock]

you went through a lot of shit. this is the universe saying "good job, you dealt with that shit well".

Then how come I haven't won the lottery yet? Actually I won $25 bucks a while back which was pretty awesome. It doesn't quite make up for some of the things that's happened to me in the past, but I did buy some free beerz with that.

But Crystal, I completely know what you mean. But if you're anything like me, you'd be suspicious when all the good stuff happens, but when the shit rains down you never even raise an eyebrow as to why it's happening. If you believe in karma, instead of saying something bad is GOING to happen to you, think about bad stuff that HAS happened to you. And then you won't be worried about the bus thing.

Unless bad stuff doesn't happen to you. Then avoid highways.

Congrats on the job! :)

[beastieangel01]

If you believe in karma, instead of saying something bad is GOING to happen to you, think about bad stuff that HAS happened to you. And then you won't be worried about the bus thing.


good point!

and gracias. :D

[The Notorious LOL]

dont worry, shitty luck will return again ;)


life is cyclic like that...awesome one minute, dogshit the next. Enjoy it until it starts sucking again...then wait that out til it starts to rule again.

[TAL]

haha!

eh. I suppose it's just that a sudden pile of good luck threw me off and I felt uneasy.

My cherry on top will be when I take that cruise to St. Thomas. Aw yeah.
I'm not actually a Saint, but yeah, it will be fun.