I'm having a really hard time getting motivated today.

[DipDipDive]

And rather than getting my ass in gear and actually being productive, I'm sitting around having a panic attack about how much I have to do.

:(

[DandyFop]

When's the moving day?

That's how I always am before a trip, I leave everything untill the last second and then I'm totally stressed. I did that before moving to this house, too. Of course, that's a little different than moving to a new state...

[DipDipDive]

I'm leaving saturday.

I really don't have a whole lot left to do, but I'm putting those last few things off because the reality that I'm really doing this is starting to set in and it's stressing me out. It's easier to pack and tie up loose ends and get shit done when I'm not thinking about why I'm doing it. When I do think about it, I'm overwhelmed with anxiety.

I'm excited, but I'm also really nervous...And pretty scared.

:/