I'm nervous

[DandyFop]

seeing the boy for the first time since we broke up. Gotta get some stuff I left at his house. I wish he wasn't so hot :( I miss kissing him.

Sorry to add to the sheer amount of "bbmb girls posting about doods" trend lately, but I just got really freaked out about it. I've been pretty much totally fine, but I think seeing him is going to be harder than I estimated.

[abcdefz]

What they told us in speech class was you should imagine him in his underwear.

[DandyFop]

oh god, that might just kill me ...he looked so hot in just boxers

fuckkkkkk why does he have to be such an ASS! ugh.

[ggirlballa]

What they told us in speech class was to imagine him in his underwear.

lolz
dandy says he's hot so i think that might make the situation even worst

[abcdefz]

yeah i know; that was the joke. :o

i'm just being a smartass today

[DandyFop]

a-z get rid of the problem dammit

[HEIRESS]

try having to travel 4 hours to another city to pick up your stuff post breakup and having so much stuff there that you gotta bring your brother with you just to help carry it all

and being all the more angry because you bought a sweet dining table set at ikea 4 months before and the cost involved in transporting it home wouldnt equate to the cost of the set so you just end up leaving it there and dont have the heart to ask for money in exchange because the other person is crying and then you are wondering "why are you crying, you saw me cry over you for the past 8 months because I wasnt happy with your insane treatment but now at the last second you try and change and keep me you goddamn fucking piece of fucking shit that I wanted to marry so badly someday"

thats the shit thats not cool

[DandyFop]

yes that sucks more

but this still sucks

[Big Gus]

Break ups are shit. Hang in they're ladies. Plenty more cock in the ocean. Some things aren't meant to be.

[abcdefz]

a-z get rid of the problem dammit



YesSIR! PartofthesolutionSIR!

*snaps a salute*

[DandyFop]

damn, that was hard

and we were talking about our friend's big new years party that's coming up...it's the same place we first kissed. fuck. If we don't hook up I'll be way dissapointed. even though it's totally a stupid thing to do. I'm lame!

[monkey]

at least you didnt sleep with him. unless you did.

i dont know. i cant see my exbf without dropping my panties. :(

[DandyFop]

no, but of course I wanted to. I was talking about moving to New York and he was saying how dangerous it is there, so I said he'll have to teach me some Aikido before I go. He's like, oh I can show you something right now, and he inched towards me in his chair (the same situation we'd been in a ton of times, sitting in these chairs, and he'd come close and kiss me), and showed me something, and his hand touched mine and it was just so fucking weird and made me so sad. blahhhh