I'm lonely

[beastieangel01]

and drunk.

im sure one ha s alot to do with the other. its almost disturbing that i let this out on this board but at least its better than saying this to random people are the place i drink at because then im sure thatd end up bad somehow

thank you little venting message board machine, i appreciate youuu

[beastieangel01]

oh and I realize it's like almost 4 in the am but what is wrong with you people supposed to be rock stars on fridyay night! pssssh

[The Notorious LOL]

I gotta go to work and I still feel a little spinny :(

[icy manipulator]

hmm, tis true to an extent. i would prefer my margarita to a margarita

[Freebasser]

Did you read my dog sex story?

It might cheer you up. Or make you barf. Or both (y) :confused:

[beastieangel01]

ahhaa I love you gys

I read that story. I laughed aerlier. now I might puke!

[Freebasser]

It was a true story too!

I have 172 new diseases now! (y)

[Freebasser]

Isn't it like... 5am there? You should get some sleep, you'll feel better for it in the morning.

I mean, look at the alternative - talking to me for another 6-7 hours until some other people arrive. Wow! :/

[The Notorious LOL]

yeah and we all know what a snoozefest Freebaser is

[Freebasser]

Damn straight! (unlike LOL)

[The Notorious LOL]

my posts are edge of your computer chair exciting. The secret ingredient is love.

[ET]

GAH!

[beastieangel01]

Isn't it like... 5am there? You should get some sleep, you'll feel better for it in the morning.

I mean, look at the alternative - talking to me for another 6-7 hours until some other people arrive. Wow! :/

I took your advice and I just woke up to go to the bank. stupid bank!

[beastieangel01]

well I'm a lot less emotional right now but I think I'm still tipsy


listen up kids: don't drink whiskey

good night x2

[synch]

You took Aid's advice? :eek:

Oh and whiskey is yummy, just don't drink other stuff on the same evening :(

[g-mile7]

Holla.

[synch]

Your vulnerable inhebriated woman alarm doesn't miss a beat does it.

[Loppfessor]

Next time you're lonely and drunk or just lonely call me!

[Bob]

Next time you're lonely and drunk or just lonely call me!

wow, that took a lot longer than i thought!

[Loppfessor]

I must be slackin....but I swear I meant it in a totally non-sexual way. It makes me sad to think of people being lonely out there in the world. I hate when I get lonely....

[Otis Driftwood]

and drunk.


It's a trap! :eek: Run, suckaz!

[beastieangel01]

I ended up drinking too much again but this time it wasn't on purpose. I didn't realize the place I went to made there drinks twice as strong as everywhere else.

I fell asleep at 2am, and it's now 11am and I am still hurting. I'm going back to bed in a moment.

I'm also usually not a vulnerable inhebriated woman. This is the first weekend I've been like this uuh pretty much ever. It was a mix of being lonely PLUS the fact that the ex-friend had her wedding (that hurt my feelings) yesterday and I'm still kind of hurt by what happened. And everybody had sand in their vagina about going out since it's raining (San Diego people are retarded about rain, if it rains they REFUSE to go out anywhere it's silly) so I got flaked on by at least 6 different people and so yeah.

Just a bad weekend.

[beastieangel01]

my weekend was saved kinda!

My co-worker called with an extra ticket to the Charger game (oh snap) and that ruled I got to see LT do his thing. However, I'm not 100% certain but I got the vibe of my co-worker liking me which is a potential issue since uh, I just started work at this place. I could be reading in to it but he spent all of Friday night around me even when I offered to find a girl for him. He just shook his head and smiled and had his arm around me. We were both hammered though... but then today at the game we were going through the crowd to our seats and he kept checking in on me to make sure I wasn't far behind and eventually just held my hand to make sure I didn't get lost I guess. But only up till we got to our seats. He then gave up his jacket for me because I was cold but that might just be a friendly thing. I don't know man.

The game was a plus.

After the game I had a date I guess. I say "I guess" since it wasn't really officially brought up as one but we did the movie thing and he was going to take me to dinner but I ended up seeing the chargers for free! But he's so adorable. And oddly enough really reminds me of young Robert Downey Jr which is random and I guess it didn't occur to me before since we were at a show and it was darker. We stayed up just talking and such after a movie but it was nice.

I like nice people. They made me feel good today, and today I needed it especially since it was that ex-friends wedding today. Otherwise I would be in the dumps.

andddd I talk too much and need to wake up in less then 3 hours lol

[Loppfessor]

Hell yeah! Free football game! I am not even a Chargers fan but would love to see LT live. Also yeah I would say that work dude likes you as "more than a friend" You know what they say about company ink...so be careful.

[beastieangel01]

Yeah I'm not very huge on football because honestly, watching it on TV isn't as fun for me. Actually being there at a game though rules. I was so excited when he called (y) and yeah the company ink thing I'm going to try hard to avoid that situation. We literally sit next to each other too so that would get way, way weird.