my life is always going in to extremes

[beastieangel01]

so as other things in my life go pretty well....

my new place has taken turns for the worst. Many many things. My roommates and their house guests suck more and more. I haven't even slept more than a few nights a week in my own room because it's driving me insane. I am a REALLY easy-going laid back girl too. But fucking hell if they aren't pushing the shit out of my quickly-deteriorating buttons.

I'm looking for something else now of course. I really hope I could move, um, this instant! But the 1st is what I'm shooting for I guess. Fuck. It's so stressful though. I only get paid on the 15th and 1st and since I just started, the first paycheck was super small and so I'm living off very little from now till the 1st. I need to find boxes and then a truck I can borrow and some helping hands since I cannot move all this furniture. I'm a little girl, heh.

I wish I could afford my own studio or something. Fucking inconsiderate slob bullshit roommates. (n)

[Rock]

this is way off of subject...but did you ever go crazy with that ikea prize you won?

roommates suck.

[beastiegirrl101]

this is why I live alone, and highly reccommend it if you have the means to do so.

what is the prob exactly? Just the slob factor?

[Loppfessor]

You sould drink a lot of those energy drinks cus they are EXTREME!! Just like you.....

in other news I'd help you move if I wasn't umm thousands of miles away. I know what it's like to have crappy roomies. I live with my brother now and it's cool but my next roommate will be a wife and no one else

[QueenAdrock]

Living with my brother pisses me off because he's messy and has a poor memory. I'm messy too, but I remember basic stuff like PUT AWAY BREAD WHEN YOU'RE DONE WITH IT and THROW AWAY YOUR TRASH RIGHT AWAY SO YOU REMEMBER! Little things like that piss me the fuck off. I need to live with someone tidier next time.

I'm moving outta here in April most likely. Not sure where, yet. Maybe to my friends' house so I can live there for free and save up some money! That may just be a month or two. I mean, I'd save an extra $770 a month so it'd be worth it...kinda.

Anyways, good luck on the house hunt Crystal. I'm sure you can find a more betterer place.

[The Notorious LOL]

sell eggs and move out. If I was a girl I would sell hella eggs.

[Loppfessor]

sell eggs and move out. If I was a girl I would sell hella eggs.

One of my exes used to do that and made some pretty nice cash doing it...plus lots of pain killers which were nice

[beastieangel01]

this is way off of subject...but did you ever go crazy with that ikea prize you won?


somewhat on furniture for my room the rest I sold off to pay off most of my medical debt.

As far as what's wrong with my roommates, oooh LET ME TELL YOU OK! This is gonna get long ahahaa

First, I work, 9-5. They know that. At first they were pretty considerate of that. They have since stopped and the passed three nights in a row they were up until 3am with the music BLASTING and being loud drunk morons.

Next, groceries. I buy my own. There has been more than one occasion that I bought something and it was unopened and I go to get it and it's OPEN and HALF EATEN. Or something of mine that was already open and half-eaten by me, I go back, and it's FINISHED. I am not one that doesn't like to share. I don't mind at all, but ASK me first. And IF it's half gone or finished, offer at least to replace it or give me money for it because I fucking bought it damn it. Whether it's them or not I don't know, they say it's not. They have SO many people over all the time though so it could be those people, but in that case: Tell those people to fucking respect the shit in this fucking house, please. I don't want to be home to babysit to make sure people don't eat and use my stuff!

I also bought this nice, brand new brita water filter when I first moved in. I went to go get some water two days after I bought it. It was out and empty on the counter so I figured "eh someone probably forgot to fill it, it happens" because I've done that. But when I went to refill it the filter was GONE. Not lost, just gone. No where to be found. When I asked where it was no one knew. I JUST BOUGHT THE FUCKING THING DAMN IT.

aaaand at first when I moved in I was the only one with a comp and I got the net. they would want to use it sometimes so I said sure, since they mentioned "oh yeah I gotta go get mine out of storage or I'm getting one later this month or whatever." Months later I'm still the ONLY one with a comp. I get knocks on my door left and right "Crystal can I use the computer Crystal can I use the computer CRYSTAL crystal crystal." I even got a lock for my door because if I wasn't home people would just waltz in to use my computer. I came home a few times and walked in my room "oh hi" to someone sitting at my desk using the computer.

On top of that, the internet bill is in my name. The roommate who asks me most to use the computer said he'd pitch in and so did another. It's been two months, about to hit the third month on the bill and I have YET to see a CENT. I refused to pay my share of utilities until I get the share for the bill I have to pay, only fair I said. So until I get my money, fuck off.

Then... I like to socialize, I keep my door open when I'm cool with it but when my door is closed that means "hi, I want me time, leave me the fuck alone" right? haha, NO, not in this house. Knocking for the computer use, or trying to have a conversation with me about something that is of no importance is a constant. I'm like WTF GO AWAY! PLS!

Yesterday my friend informed me when he came over that my roommate was peeing on the side of the house. peeing in public doesn't bother me, you're out you need to go bad, go to an alley it happens. but this was THE HOUSE and he could walk inside and there is a bathroom 6 feet away but he couldn't be bothered.

and they got a puppy recently, which wasn't even discussed with me. and we do NOT have a yard so it poops and pees on the front patio which is brick and they clean the poop up (shock!) but it leaves these little shit stains which is so gross. and recently quite the pile of cig butts are forming on the front patio too.

one week they had to use my bathroom since the other one was broken. I was cool and all that. This bathroom was cleaned up, brand new white and blue soft bath mat etc. Dirt stains on the tile, dirt deposits all over the mat, soap build up (on my up till then spotless shower curtain), dried and chunky toothpaste in the sink and on the counter near the sink, and a band aid in the drain of the bathtub happened in TWO DAYS. TWO FREAKIN DAYS! They cleaned up half-assed after they didn't need to use it anymore, but I had to go in there with a tissue and take that fucking band aid out of the drain.

And believe me, I've discussed all my issues with them and there are either excuses or they say ok but don't bother keeping anything in mind and...

well. I'm a little irritated! A LITTLE. A TAD. A BIT. A TID BIT.

I haven't slept in my own room in two nights. And the past few weeks, I haven't slept in my room at least 3 to 4 nights of the week.

gross.

[Rock]

wait...why aren't you sleeping in your own room? are you still sleeping at the house but not in your room? i don't understand.

and yeah...its time to move out.

[The Notorious LOL]

I hear that selling eggs is a good way to unwind stress.

[QueenAdrock]

Whoa Crystal, that sucks. It sounds like they're either potheads or college students, because in my experience they're the ones who constantly forget or are inconsiderate, respectively. Oh, and that's also why they'd eat all the food and not even think about asking. Weed.

[beastieangel01]

I'm sleeping at friends houses instead. Just so I can get some sleep/not be going crazy.

as far as selling eggs, I've looked in to that. But the whole shots thing/hormones going crazy isn't really selling me.

I can afford to move out by the 1st, if there is no deposit. The 15th if there is. I'm just itching to leave this minute due to that big list I just wrote out haha. So I'm freaking out. I'm even staying at my parents some nights and for those of who know what my situation like was THERE, me LEAVING this place to sleep there is SAYING something. REALLY saying something.

So yeah. anyway. I'm going nuts. Even my body is tensing up and I feel sore and/or stiff and I just, blah. I'm trying to relax but it's hard considering HOW MUCH my buttons have been pushed. I cannot believe how incredibly inconsiderate and fucking filthy these people are.

And they don't smoke pot, nor are they students. Aged 20-30 working full-time but one is a bar back, two are managers at a mall store so they work nights a lot, and the other does real estate so she rolls in whenever she wants to work.

[QueenAdrock]

They were probably like that in college too, man. I know many people who stayed up till all hours because they didn't study/care about their roommates. If they weren't like that in college and were actually hard workers and studied and went to class, they'd know what a pain in the ass it is to have rowdy roommates at all hours of the night.

Bleh.

[The Notorious LOL]

have someone else sell eggs and claim a finders fee.

[skra75]

sandy eggo dramas lol

[beastieangel01]

I get it!

EGG-o


I'm at home right now to get some stuff so I don't have to come back tonight. ahaha :(

at least a very nice boy is taking me out tonight for thai food and drinks.

[beastieangel01]

I just need to add that sometimes I hate when people ask me what's wrong (I'm the kind that even if you know nothing, you can tell, even if I'm trying not to show it) that they give advice.

I know it's natural and they mean well but the advice is always things I already know, have tried, or know for a fact isn't possible for me.

The worst is that every single time, eventually "why don't you ask your parents for help?" or "just have your parents..." comes up. That's a very, VERY touchy subject for me.

I know a lot of people with parents that would, and that's that and good for them. But my parents are NOT at all like that and it's just NOT like that for me. And most of the time the people just don't understand it and keep asking "why don't they?" "why not?" etc and it keeps going and going and I just want to cry my eyes out because I don't know why not either, it's just the way it is.

fuck.


sorry. venting. ventilation! not going to cry at work lalalala

[Genocide Tulips]

sell eggs and move out. If I was a girl I would sell hella eggs.

I would throw eggs at my roommaes if i could. In fact, I throw my own egg at them.

[beastieangel01]

no.

[beastieangel01]

my ex. which is probably not a good idea.

two of my closest friends live with each other and they live with the rest of their family. There's about 8 people in that house, and they run a daycare so it's almost impossible.

the other friends live with their parents or only have a studio (with a boyfriend) or something of that nature.

everyone else I don't know well enough but I suppose I could, they seem nice enough.

but even though it's stressing me out it's not like I'm out on the street. I'm just extremely repulsed to go home. Just a matter of dealing with the stress till I'm out.

[beastieangel01]

yeah that was always part of my problem with it to. my escape plan is on it's way. just wish it were here already, because I might strangle one of my roommates first, ha.

[Dorothy Wood]

ooh, living with boys is tricky business. in college, I lived in a house with 2 other girls and 4 other boys. luckily it was split into two living quarters, so the boys and girls had their own bathrooms and kitchens. We girls were pretty messy, but lordy lordy, those boys were fucking disgusting! I cut my friend's hair in his bathroom and he put the hair in his sink, and then never cleaned it out, ever. the shower got clogged somehow and leaked into my bathroom, then they didn't flush the toilet and just left rancid urine in there for months. THEN! there were literal mushrooms growing in the carpet along the wall!

every other room was pretty much trashed. there was a mountain of pizza and beer boxes in the kitchen where a table should be, under all of their bikes hung from hooks in the ceiling. bikes! in the kitchen!

they also had roaches. blehhhhh! I don't think we ever had them, or george ate them or something, because I never saw one in our place or even any dead ones when we moved out.


I really have no idea how boys get bathrooms so dirty. it's a mystery. filthy!

[Loppfessor]

My homeboy who just moved to SD just found out he's going to be a daddy in 9 months so he hasta start saving some cash...maybe you two could be roomies???

[beastieangel01]

I think the girls in this house have a hand in the grossness too though.


it's alright though. I'm not dying nor do I have AIDs. Things could be worse.

[Dorothy Wood]

you should staple sound-proofing to your walls and set up a laser alarm system. also get a hot plate and a microwave and a mini fridge and just camp out in your room. DON'T LEAVE THE HOT PLATE PLUGGED IN OVERNIGHT THO! I won't make that mistake thrice.

[adam_f]

I bet if you raped a mountain lion, they'd be pretty weirded out. (y)