View Full Version : been almost 10 years
Randetica
01-09-2007, 06:13 PM
since i left school and i havent done anything since
dis&cuss
paul jones
01-09-2007, 06:15 PM
10 years ago I was preparing to go to Australia for the first time
Big Gus
01-09-2007, 06:18 PM
Surely you've completed some video games in that time or something.
10 years ago I was going to raves and not sleeping much on weekends and working all week. I do the same now, without the rave part.
Randetica
01-09-2007, 06:36 PM
i wish
I JUST REALIZED im 23 lol and that means i spent almost half of my life home and standing at the same level since
im like the second natasha kampush
yeahwho
01-09-2007, 06:39 PM
You need to hang a dream catcher (http://www.rosiespitutorials.com/piimages/dcmain.jpg) on your rear view mirror and get on with your life.
Randetica
01-09-2007, 06:43 PM
less shit more hate
synch
01-09-2007, 06:52 PM
Ten years ago I was a teenager.
Barely.
paul jones
01-09-2007, 06:54 PM
Ten years ago I was a teenager.
Barely.
did you have facial hair back then ?
synch
01-09-2007, 06:55 PM
Yes. And I had started to lose my hair. I was a regular chick magnet in high school!
Randetica
01-09-2007, 06:56 PM
i think not many people believe me, well my life doesnt sound very realistic
paul jones
01-09-2007, 06:58 PM
put your hands up
put your hands up
put your hands up
put your hands up for detroit
i love this city
bup de dup de dup be dup be duuup duppp
That song has been in my head for 2 fuckin days now.
and then I go and watch the highlights of Soccer A.M. today and the Dance - off contest is done to that track,but it was funny as fuck anyway
10 years ago i was...smelly
Randetica
01-09-2007, 07:10 PM
not that i remember ever asking that question
Pres Zount
01-09-2007, 07:43 PM
I don't think anyone wants to help push you down the slippery slope of depression, randy.
jabumbo
01-09-2007, 07:44 PM
10 years ago i really wanted to learn how to throw the discus
Slimboy Fat
01-09-2007, 07:57 PM
I JUST REALIZED im 23 lol and that means i spent almost half of my life home and standing at the same level since
So, you're saying you left school when you were about 13. Maybe the reason why you haven't achieved much is that you're not very well educated.
Randetica
01-09-2007, 08:25 PM
at first i searched myself some hobbies but with time and loneliness the depressions did win and im only in my bed or in front of the computer anymore
like somene said here before 'i dont want to kill myself but i dont want to live aswell' thats exactly how i feel
and once again this thread isnt about you 10 years ago, it's about me being 10 years without friends, rotting home alone, whining, attention and growing me some enemies (y)
paul jones
01-09-2007, 08:27 PM
at first i searched myself some hobbies but with time and loneliness the depressions did win and im only in my bed or in front of the computer anymore
like somene said here before 'i dont want to kill myself but i dont want to live aswell' thats exactly how i feel
and once again this thread isnt about you 10 years ago, it's about me being 10 years without friends, rotting home alone, whining, attention and growing me some enemies (y)
put your hands up for detroit!(y)
hitmonlee
01-09-2007, 08:30 PM
i wish
I JUST REALIZED im 23 lol and that means i spent almost half of my life home and standing at the same level since
im like the second natasha kampush
23 lol that's not nearly 10 years
i'm 9th year out of high school and i can bet you i've achieved less than you. so i'm older and have achieved less. does that make you feel a little bit better?
Randetica
01-09-2007, 08:31 PM
(y):D(y)
Randetica
01-09-2007, 08:32 PM
23 lol that's not nearly 10 years
i'm 9th year out of high school and i can bet you i've achieved less than you. so i'm older and have achieved less. does that make you feel a little bit better?
haha oh you have no clue..
DipDipDive
01-09-2007, 08:37 PM
Why'd you leave school?
hitmonlee
01-09-2007, 08:49 PM
oh sorry i assumed you graduated.
i've worked the one job since high school. i haven't achieved anything except getting myself in $7k worth of debt that i have no way of paying off. i've gained 10 kilos. i've been in 3 shit relationships. yep. i'm a winner.
Randetica
01-09-2007, 08:55 PM
i never had a job
i dont even own one cent
and in the 10 years i gained on 30 kilos but lost 20 kilos last year and i never had a boyfriend
and i broke up after 9 years of school cause my phobia got too bad, while i was in school it was ok but i wasnt able anymore to go there and back all by myself
ToucanSpam
01-09-2007, 09:04 PM
:(
Randetica
01-09-2007, 09:19 PM
lol
i would be the same if you froze me into ice for the Past 10 years only that im now more grown up than i was with 14 (i hope) but i didnt do anything i could be proud of
well i hate to whine but i have no friends in real life and i usually try to talk about such things "behind the scenes" but sometimes thats not enough and i have to whine rape cha'll
Genocide Tulips
01-09-2007, 09:22 PM
You need a kick in the butt and enjoy life. You're wasting your best years.
Documad
01-09-2007, 09:23 PM
Have you thought anymore about going on meds?
Randetica
01-09-2007, 09:26 PM
You need a kick in the butt and enjoy life. You're wasting your best years.
yeah if it was just as easy
Randetica
01-09-2007, 09:27 PM
Have you thought anymore about going on meds?
next month ill go through some tests and hopefully get some ;)
Genocide Tulips
01-09-2007, 09:32 PM
yeah if it was just as easy
It is easy though, that's the crazy thing about it.
Randetica
01-09-2007, 09:33 PM
easy for a normal person
Genocide Tulips
01-09-2007, 09:35 PM
Normal is relative and I don't think there are any normal people.
You are too comfortable and don't want to break out of that. Once someone becomes too comfortable, it is dangerous and uncomfortable feelings are usually good feelings. Wake up, dear.
Documad
01-09-2007, 09:42 PM
next month ill go through some tests and hopefully get some ;)
I'm really pulling for you. I have my own minor issues now and then, because I've got a strong hermit streak. But I can't imagine what it's like for you. I really want you to hook up with a professional who knows how to help.
Randetica
01-09-2007, 09:43 PM
wish i would feel comfortable but im far from that
Randetica
01-09-2007, 09:45 PM
I'm really pulling for you. I have my own minor issues now and then, because I've got a strong hermit streak. But I can't imagine what it's like for you. I really want you to hook up with a professional who knows how to help.
thanks, ive been to some professionals but one therapist just passes me to another one
read the bipolar thread if you care enough
Pres Zount
01-09-2007, 09:46 PM
Why don't people on the internet count as real friends? :(
Randetica
01-09-2007, 09:47 PM
my real e-friends give me real e-love and it feels real e-nice!
hitmonlee
01-09-2007, 09:51 PM
yeah you seem pretty normal and social on the internet
ToucanSpam
01-09-2007, 09:57 PM
Randee... I feel for you, honestly.
Randetica
01-09-2007, 10:12 PM
yeah you seem pretty normal and social on the internet
i read that most social phobicers have no problems to talk/type with online people
Randetica
01-09-2007, 10:14 PM
Randee... I feel for you, honestly.
thats nice of you so thanks my little honey bunch :):D:)
ggirlballa
01-09-2007, 11:02 PM
*cyber hug to Randetica*
kleptomaniac
01-09-2007, 11:03 PM
*group cyber hug* :)
jennyb
01-10-2007, 12:44 AM
:( awwww shit........ *jumps in on group hug*
Otis Driftwood
01-10-2007, 03:37 AM
I wish I would never have to work ever again. It's F***ING OVERRATED.
And Natascha surely had no internet acccess... :rolleyes:
Tone Capone
01-10-2007, 03:59 AM
How come you know English so well?
I've been a little suspicious of you lately... (lb)
Otis Driftwood
01-10-2007, 04:01 AM
The queens english is similar to the Austrian language (called Wiener Schmäh).
Paranoid bastard.
Junker
01-10-2007, 05:29 AM
The queens english is similar to the Austrian language (called Wiener Schmäh).
Wiener Schmäh........a nice name! :)
icy manipulator
01-10-2007, 05:36 AM
10 years ago i was playing chess in the school library, and forced to listen to Abba's greatest hits everyday thanks to the librarians :o
Tone Capone
01-10-2007, 06:27 AM
The queens english is similar to the Austrian language (called Wiener Schmäh).
Paranoid bastard.
So it's soooo similar that even after leaving school and locking herself in her house at the age of 13ish, she would have a better grasp of English than some German college students?!?! Interesting... interesting indeed...
Otis Driftwood
01-10-2007, 06:36 AM
At 13, I read Lord of the Rings in english with the help of a dictionary. It's really not that hard. Sometimes you can notice the german sentence structure in her posts, too. But I see how she is too sweet to be true...:rolleyes:
Tone Capone
01-10-2007, 08:01 AM
At 13, I read Lord of the Rings in english with the help of a dictionary. It's really not that hard. Sometimes you can notice the german sentence structure in her posts, too. But I see how she is too sweet to be true...:rolleyes:
Sure but after reading the book, did you quit school and lock yourself in your house for 10 years and only talk to your mother? Because I gotta tell you, that would have an effect on your English skills. She's cool and all and I'm not saying it's not possible, I'm just saying it's suspicious and at the very least interesting...
Junker
01-10-2007, 02:14 PM
I have the impression that everybody in Europe speaks English.
beastiegirrl101
01-10-2007, 02:31 PM
God...10 years ago I was 17 and getting into way too much trouble.
Randy you seem to be pretty aware of your problem and I really dont know what steps you've taken to aide in the help your phobias but 10 years IMO is a very long time to deal with this...what is your family doing to help you?
Randetica
01-10-2007, 07:40 PM
I wish I would never have to work ever again. It's F***ING OVERRATED.
And Natascha surely had no internet acccess... :rolleyes:
i had no net acccccess for one and half years :mad: so wheres the cameras, interviews and attention!
and i wasnt serious with that comment and stop the eye rolling cause ill never get immune to it and it's fucking annoying and stop censoring the word fucking, you fucking piss pussy *searches for the right smiley to relax the situation*.. :o there we go..
and being lazy all day long is just fun for the first 5 years so you dont miss shit except for 5 years of lazy fuuuun!
GetYourWarOn
01-10-2007, 07:45 PM
since i left school and i havent done anything since
dis&cuss
you are my hero
Randetica
01-10-2007, 07:47 PM
How come you know English so well?
I've been a little suspicious of you lately... (lb)
you can ask me anything, i may not always be too serious but i dont lie
and this board did teach me english, maybe some of the oldies remember how crap my english was at first
Randetica
01-10-2007, 07:54 PM
God...10 years ago I was 17 and getting into way too much trouble.
Randy you seem to be pretty aware of your problem and I really dont know what steps you've taken to aide in the help your phobias but 10 years IMO is a very long time to deal with this...what is your family doing to help you?
most of the years i didnt know i had a sickness and my parents thought i was just a lazy cunt but some day i accidently found some site about social phobia and was like thats so totally me!
my dad gave me up years ago and you have to kick my mum's ass till shes willing to go with me to a therapy, shes drowning in depressions aswell and is very unmotivated
and thanks for the hugs my pplz
*hugs everyone who wants a hug*
AND war is my hero
war all the way!
Otis Driftwood
01-11-2007, 03:25 AM
War can't be your hero... (FUCK!)
Tone Capone
01-11-2007, 05:45 AM
you can ask me anything, i may not always be too serious but i dont lie
and this board did teach me english, maybe some of the oldies remember how crap my english was at first
This board taught you English?!?!? I have to call BULL SHIT now, sorry.:(
Junker
01-11-2007, 05:52 AM
This board taught you English?!?!? I have to call BULL SHIT now, sorry.:(
I believe her cause the board helped me a lot too. But her case is different. Her English is damn good. And mine is damn awful. But I'm still in a learning process.
na§tee
01-11-2007, 05:58 AM
trust me, your english is better than a lot of the so-called "native" speakers on here.
randy, i symphathise with you /hugs\ but the only person who can help your cause is you. if you want to reverse your situation, you truly can. if you have a defeatist attitude, you have already assigned yourself a future you don't want.
Tone Capone
01-11-2007, 08:08 AM
I believe her cause the board helped me a lot too. But her case is different. Her English is damn good. And mine is damn awful. But I'm still in a learning process.
That's what I'm saying, I know TONS of folks who don't speak English as their first language they mingle with English speakers and they have taken English classes all through school (without dropping out as a child to live as a shut in for a decade) and some of them don't have the skills that our favorite Austrian board member does... it just seems a little off to me...
Anyway, Randetica... have you gotten drunk yet?
Junker
01-11-2007, 09:10 AM
That's what I'm saying, I know TONS of folks who don't speak English as their first language they minlge with English speakers and they have taken English classes all through school (without dropping out as a child to live as a shut in for a decade) and some of them don't have the skills that our favorite Austrian board member does... it just seems a little off to me...
I see your point and it's true. Randy, you can tell us. You're a native speaker right?
Lex Diamonds
01-11-2007, 12:18 PM
HEY STEPH WHEN YOU GONNA BECOME A PORN STAR?
RSVP THXBYE
Randetica
01-11-2007, 05:52 PM
That's what I'm saying, I know TONS of folks who don't speak English as their first language they mingle with English speakers and they have taken English classes all through school (without dropping out as a child to live as a shut in for a decade) and some of them don't have the skills that our favorite Austrian board member does... it just seems a little off to me...
Anyway, Randetica... have you gotten drunk yet?
i had "tourist" english in school then forgot everything then relearned it here and dont forget im (unofficialy) here for almost 7 years
english is not too hard to learn but i still suck and some tell me my english is bad so stop licking my greasy balls when it's obvious that my english sucks YOU ARE THE LIAR BITCH
anyway your shit drunk plans did work for my dogs but not for me
Randetica
01-11-2007, 05:56 PM
This board taught you English?!?!? I have to call BULL SHIT now, sorry.:(
yeah wtf, you should email the x-files team or the a-team my story
b i o n i c
01-11-2007, 06:00 PM
she's telling the truth
randy, listen to the smart ones.
Randetica
01-11-2007, 06:03 PM
smarties for everyone
A fucking hate smarties. I want something else.
milleson
01-11-2007, 06:13 PM
A fucking hate smarties. I want something else.
How 'bout a swift kick in the ass?
Fine i'll take teh smarties... Damn
Randetica
01-11-2007, 07:07 PM
my aliases are out of control
all i can say is sorry
Tone Capone
01-12-2007, 02:21 AM
i had "tourist" english in school then forgot everything then relearned it here and dont forget im (unofficialy) here for almost 7 years
english is not too hard to learn but i still suck and some tell me my english is bad so stop licking my greasy balls when it's obvious that my english sucks YOU ARE THE LIAR BITCH
anyway your shit drunk plans did work for my dogs but not for me
Whoa. I never lied to you about anything at all... EVER.
All I'm saying is that your story isn't making too much sense.
Otis Driftwood
01-12-2007, 04:00 AM
my aliases are out of control
all i can say is sorry
You better be. I want Lyman Zerga, cause then I can rearrange the letters in my head. And that avatar of a pussy brit pop celebrety sux, too.
Randetica
01-12-2007, 05:59 PM
Whoa. I never lied to you about anything at all... EVER.
All I'm saying is that your story isn't making too much sense.
same here and why not?
and brit pop?
wtf did i miss
Otis Driftwood
01-13-2007, 10:48 AM
I was stalking your homepage to find out, then I fell on the floor laughing! You have great, funny pop-ups. Kitzel das fette Kind bis es kotzt! Outdrink the frat-boy! Get a free ring-tone! (y) Ah, fuck it!
Randetica
01-13-2007, 07:51 PM
my pop ups are out of control aswell probably cause im ignorant enough to have a pop up blocker
brit pop?
tracky
01-14-2007, 02:26 AM
hi randy
Randetica
01-14-2007, 07:39 PM
hey raoul
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