Dorothy Wood
03-20-2007, 12:42 AM
ya. and I got the first solo already, but when we actually perform, I will undoubtedly choke. I also realized that I am still the same person I was in high school and unable to make friends easily. luckily cort and cort's cousin are in it too, so I have people to talk to. and when the girls are all being buddies and I'm standing in the back not paying attention and doing stupid things, they are there to laugh at me.
ALSO, this man who I know who is a locally famous musician and used to date my my friend is in it. and he is awkward and unfriendly as well, and was standing in the back of the boys and when I was looking at the rafters and not participating in the socialization, he looked at me and we pulled some goofy faces at eachother across the room.
then after, we chatted briefly and he said, "I'm going to [a place] to see this noise band...." and I said, "oh" and then somebody walked by or something and then there was a pause.
so now I accidentally have a crush on him.
AND THEN, I'm drunk, btw, me and cort go to the bar across the street where The Bartender is working because we wanted a beer (I have not updated you all on the drama of this situation because it is too sad and stupid and I took his number out of my phone and I have been trying not to let boys rule my life) and I thought it was dumb to not go to a place I used to go to just because of one person. but he gave us beers for free and me some cigarettes and when I look at him, it's so comfortable and I accidentally got a boner. :(
anyway, choir is fun and we already have a gig downtown! even though I am unsociable and I am trying to be asexual. but I keep getting boners. I haven't shaved my legs in a month! but I have to wear a dress on friday for my art opening! so the black forest will disappear.
I have the hiccups.
ALSO, this man who I know who is a locally famous musician and used to date my my friend is in it. and he is awkward and unfriendly as well, and was standing in the back of the boys and when I was looking at the rafters and not participating in the socialization, he looked at me and we pulled some goofy faces at eachother across the room.
then after, we chatted briefly and he said, "I'm going to [a place] to see this noise band...." and I said, "oh" and then somebody walked by or something and then there was a pause.
so now I accidentally have a crush on him.
AND THEN, I'm drunk, btw, me and cort go to the bar across the street where The Bartender is working because we wanted a beer (I have not updated you all on the drama of this situation because it is too sad and stupid and I took his number out of my phone and I have been trying not to let boys rule my life) and I thought it was dumb to not go to a place I used to go to just because of one person. but he gave us beers for free and me some cigarettes and when I look at him, it's so comfortable and I accidentally got a boner. :(
anyway, choir is fun and we already have a gig downtown! even though I am unsociable and I am trying to be asexual. but I keep getting boners. I haven't shaved my legs in a month! but I have to wear a dress on friday for my art opening! so the black forest will disappear.
I have the hiccups.