you know what's hard to believe?

[weez]

when a friend dies.

when old people die, you kinda expect it, cause they're old, and shit, but when someone you know, and is your own age dies, it's fucked up. kinda hard to wrap your head around. i'm still somewhat in a denial stage, and it's been a few weeks already. it especially sucks when you can't ever remember a time when they didn't have a smile on their face. yeah yeah yeah, it's cliched and shit to say, but we went through fucked up situations, and i can't remember him getting frustrated, or any of that shit, just a shit eating grin all the time.

shit's fucked up.

[funk63]

want a hug?

[hitmonlee]

i find death hard to understand too. one minute they are there, the next minute, they are there but the body ceases to function. it blows my mind (in a bad way).

my condolences :(

[ericlee]

Yeah, I know what you mean. I've seen people die before but they weren't close friends so it was kinda easy for me to handle.

The most recent loss of my best friend still gets me depressed when I think about it. It hasn't been a year yet.

Only 29 years old and had a son. Such a shame.