Dorothy Wood
10-03-2008, 03:09 AM
so I'm hitting my 3 month limit on celibacy. in the past 8 odd years I usually haven't gone more than 3 months without at least a little something, not necessarily sex I guess, but some male companionship if you will. I'm in serious need of a makeout sesh.
anyway, I went out tonight to see my crush DJ because he invited me in person and via text several times. we chatted, he seemed happy to see me, etc. etc. we had also been texting when I was out of town last weekend. so, I'm thinking, "maybe I should put the moves on this kid", and then a friend of his was sitting with my girlfriends and I talking about this chick he's seeing and then mentions that this girl who owns a flower shop in the neighborhood has a crush on my crush and that my crush thinks she's cute and he's going to try to hook them up. and I was instantly crabby. but then my crush comes over to talk to me like a minute later, sitting behind me so I had to turn away from the group and just talk to him in this dark corner. that went on for awhile, whatever. I stopped being crabby because I felt like he was into me afterall.
then he had to go switch a song or whatever, and we separated and he'd look at me and nod across the room when he saw me, yadda yadda. come closing time, he motioned me over and we were talking for awhile and then he brings up the flower shop girl, and I was like, "oh, cool, you guys gonna get married?" and he was like, "yeah, we already got married, after six days, pretty amazing" and I was like, "well, I don't trust small business owners" and he laughed and asked why and I was like, "I'm just kidding". and we continued to talk and have a good time until it was time to leave.
and then outside it was more joking around and talking, etc.
fine, yes. we enjoy eachother's company. that is clear. but I totally want to hit that shit for realz. and I don't know if I should just say something, or give it up, or...what?
I've been completely clearheaded about this whole thing until now, and I can't tell if I just want this to happen because I'm horny or because I actually like him.
:mad::rolleyes::o
anyway, I went out tonight to see my crush DJ because he invited me in person and via text several times. we chatted, he seemed happy to see me, etc. etc. we had also been texting when I was out of town last weekend. so, I'm thinking, "maybe I should put the moves on this kid", and then a friend of his was sitting with my girlfriends and I talking about this chick he's seeing and then mentions that this girl who owns a flower shop in the neighborhood has a crush on my crush and that my crush thinks she's cute and he's going to try to hook them up. and I was instantly crabby. but then my crush comes over to talk to me like a minute later, sitting behind me so I had to turn away from the group and just talk to him in this dark corner. that went on for awhile, whatever. I stopped being crabby because I felt like he was into me afterall.
then he had to go switch a song or whatever, and we separated and he'd look at me and nod across the room when he saw me, yadda yadda. come closing time, he motioned me over and we were talking for awhile and then he brings up the flower shop girl, and I was like, "oh, cool, you guys gonna get married?" and he was like, "yeah, we already got married, after six days, pretty amazing" and I was like, "well, I don't trust small business owners" and he laughed and asked why and I was like, "I'm just kidding". and we continued to talk and have a good time until it was time to leave.
and then outside it was more joking around and talking, etc.
fine, yes. we enjoy eachother's company. that is clear. but I totally want to hit that shit for realz. and I don't know if I should just say something, or give it up, or...what?
I've been completely clearheaded about this whole thing until now, and I can't tell if I just want this to happen because I'm horny or because I actually like him.
:mad::rolleyes::o