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Any1 who remembers this board about 8 years back, some may remember I once hooked up with a girl who used to come here. I was a total douche winy little shit back then and I promise not to do that again...
But man, I saw her again last week and my mind just won't let it go, like when some1 is always on your level and you are into the same things but find each other so interesting cus we are from different cultures. And I'm in total lust with her and she is me and part of my head is saying "fuck it, move out here and live the dream" and the sensible part of me is saying "its bound to fail, as with all your relationships so don't start burning bridges you idiot"
gay.
*sorry for the use of the word gay as a bad thing - I hate doing it and I don't mean it like that cus lust is a good thing but for the situation I'm calling it gay. I still love gay people.
paul jones
05-20-2009, 03:05 PM
so you've met up with a girl from the bbmb who was here 8 years ago?
who's that?
I bet TAL knows
paul jones
05-20-2009, 03:24 PM
I sure do.
I'm thinking Miss Mudhoney
hpdrifter
05-20-2009, 03:27 PM
This is about a girl?
This is about a girl?
This is the internet. Who knows what you're getting.
hpdrifter
05-20-2009, 03:30 PM
No, I just thought it would be a thread about gay lust, the fact that it's about girl just threw me for a second.
I still have the willies about those dolls and am not at my sharpest.
funk63
05-20-2009, 03:32 PM
I hate the term gay. Mostly because its unfairly synonymous with the word bad to many heteros. Damn you brain why must you be attracted to people with the same genitalia as me.
I hate the term gay. Mostly because its unfairly synonymous with the word bad to many heteros. Damn you brain why must you be attracted to people with the same genitalia as me.
Dude, just call anything bad 'straight' (y)
I'm thinking Miss Mudhoney
Wrong. Although they have met once. But she doesn't live in Florida.
her username was GenerationILL (in FL) and how do you know I once met Miss Mudhoney? It was at Leeds festival and I was crazy high and drunk and even I forgot when I messaged her years later.
Yeah, I did disclaim the 'gay' phrase but I couldn't think of a better word and I like to live up to some of the thinkings of some members that I like the cock.
paul jones
05-20-2009, 04:14 PM
her username was GenerationILL (in FL) and how do you know I once met Miss Mudhoney? It was at Leeds festival and I was crazy high and drunk and even I forgot when I messaged her years later.
.
yeah I remember those Leeds festival photos.I wonder what she's doing now?
I don't remember much about GenerationILL really
I think Miss Mudhoney is at Leeds Uni now. Which is not too far from where I live actually.
Yeah blogging it but not really been finding time to and partly not because the stupid voltage over here is too low for my laptop so I can't charge it :mad: <-- this is my main complaint about america so far. That and driving american cars but other than that every1 is great.
na§tee
05-20-2009, 04:26 PM
not too put too much of a damper on this romantic dream, but i'm thinking you can't just waltz into living/working in the USA that easily, yo.
stop thinking about what ifs.
jabumbo
05-20-2009, 04:26 PM
what sort of voltage do you need for a laptop? it shouldn't run on anything more than 15-20 amps, which is attainable through any standard outlet....
oh, and thank you TAL for that information
Helvete
05-20-2009, 04:51 PM
I'm sure that all laptops can run at anything between 100-240v. My Canadian laptop never blew up when I was in Europe.
Gay Lust
There has to be a better way to say that.
Echewta
05-20-2009, 05:32 PM
Sounds like a tea or a coffee you might but at an adult place of business.
her username was GenerationILL (in FL) and how do you know I once met Miss Mudhoney? It was at Leeds festival and I was crazy high and drunk and even I forgot when I messaged her years later.
i remember you posted a pic on here of you two at the festival.
paul jones
05-20-2009, 06:28 PM
Sounds like a tea or a coffee you might but at an adult place of business.
A Senior Starbucks?
Retard Lust might be a better name.
Whatever way, Nastee is right. Its stupid* I am thinking about her again like this. Its just that there is something about it all that fills me with wonder-lust even tho its wrong wrong wrong.
My laptop says 19V. I can run it on AC Power but the problem is the adapter is so heavy it falls out sometimes and the battery is down to 9% which'd give me about 30 mins normal use. I checked it out before I left and it seemed all I needed was an adapter which I bought with a surge protection. I also found out that US to UK need to get a power-step-down adapter or their appliances might blow up [Helvete].
*stupid lust?
Echewta
05-21-2009, 12:14 AM
Take a look to the sky just before you die, its the last time you will!
Well, it also means fucking with some1 else's plans in life and there has been no heart to heart about it all. I need to be sensible and go home first to for a while, and then talk about it if I still feel such a yearning, and then it needs to be strong enough to leave what is a pretty good life back in the UK. I know this is lust - love is a word that I won't think about using or anything. Its cus its exciting, I'm away on vacation and there is all sorts of other stimulants that excite me while I am i a tourist.
Gotta be sensible, I don't want to get my feelings or mindset so deep that I become some love-sick chump again. That wouldn't be cool, for me or her or people that'd have to put up with that shit that are around me.
*stupid lust?
That's the first one you came up with that didn't sound wrong.
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