skra75
01-22-2010, 02:28 AM
I am here posting late x vodka and thought about something as it clicked in my mind.
a) a have been a semi-social-hermit for years
b) I seem to have forgotten my suave which got me far in life
thusly, I am feeling like crap a little as I feel I am neither interesting nor funny. shits gotta end!
I have had a few vodka and sodas hoping I would be struck by a ray-of-enlightenment but none is coming.
however, I seem to arrived at this conclusion. Lemme know if you think this is a decent observation or if it is pure bullshit.
a) one must force oneself to push outside of one's comfort zone to absorb new and different stimuli in order to advance creatively
b) it is important to bullshit with people other than your loved one (on internets or in public) otherwise, you get socially retarded.
whatever the case may be, I was thinking about myself as I was in 2006 or so - and although I was really depressed half the time I felt I was growing and changing, etc. basically, more interesting and less of a boring, quiet guy. * when you don't have anything to lose, you take risks, and those risks create change, good or bad *
but then again, sometimes I wonder if I have achieved a state of awesomeness not unlike the lazy yet wise creatures from the Dark Crystal (http://lh5.ggpht.com/_PUo7JBUjU2c/Sd6kwnjo46I/AAAAAAAANYw/2vTdKG3yN_c/s400/Dark%20Crystal%20Mystic.jpg) and I should stop second guessing myself.
Honestly, I don't know what to acomplish from this thread.
a) a have been a semi-social-hermit for years
b) I seem to have forgotten my suave which got me far in life
thusly, I am feeling like crap a little as I feel I am neither interesting nor funny. shits gotta end!
I have had a few vodka and sodas hoping I would be struck by a ray-of-enlightenment but none is coming.
however, I seem to arrived at this conclusion. Lemme know if you think this is a decent observation or if it is pure bullshit.
a) one must force oneself to push outside of one's comfort zone to absorb new and different stimuli in order to advance creatively
b) it is important to bullshit with people other than your loved one (on internets or in public) otherwise, you get socially retarded.
whatever the case may be, I was thinking about myself as I was in 2006 or so - and although I was really depressed half the time I felt I was growing and changing, etc. basically, more interesting and less of a boring, quiet guy. * when you don't have anything to lose, you take risks, and those risks create change, good or bad *
but then again, sometimes I wonder if I have achieved a state of awesomeness not unlike the lazy yet wise creatures from the Dark Crystal (http://lh5.ggpht.com/_PUo7JBUjU2c/Sd6kwnjo46I/AAAAAAAANYw/2vTdKG3yN_c/s400/Dark%20Crystal%20Mystic.jpg) and I should stop second guessing myself.
Honestly, I don't know what to acomplish from this thread.