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bodhiguy2012
05-04-2012, 10:37 PM
F*CK F*CK F*CK !! Please can someone make it stop hurting so bad ! WHY WHY WHY !!?? I'm so sorry to Adam's parents, his wife, his daughter, and of course to Mike and Adam H. I am hurting SOOOOO bad, I can only imagine your pain and suffering. I can't even imagine the pain that Adam's parents and his wife and daughter are feeling. I wish I could make it stop hurting for all of us.

I've been HEAVY into HipHop since 74. They called me N*gger Lover, they broke into my house and destroyed my things, they shunned me from their social groups.... despite that, I let none of it stop me from loving this thing we love ! I chose the path of the righteous man and today I still walk that path. Many have fallen, but NONE, no NONE have hurt me so bad as Adam's passing.

A big part of my youth died today ! Now I must go on as a man. Standing for what I know is right. Standing for what others try to destroy and pervert. I grew along side with Adam, Mike, and Adam. I followed them through their stages. I too went from "beer drinking, breath stinking, sniffin glue" to "developing the awkened mind and praising the buddhas as they shine".
I too learned to "thank our enemies despite their intent" and to "see other as important as ourselves".

I never thought it would happen this way. I suppose I didn't know how it would happen, but not like this... oh god... not like this !

I can't stop crying. I can't stop the pain. I MUST figure out how to go forth, how to make this a positive for all that are determined to make the world right.

Adam and Mike... I am so sorry.. .I am soooooo sorry. Please be strong. Please continue to love and spread the word of Adam's transformation into the man we al grew to love and respect. PLEASE, take care of Adam's wife and daughter. We MUST make a universal consciousness.... let this pain drive us to good. RIP Adam Yauch ..... why did you have to go