nodanaonlyzuul
12-16-2012, 11:56 PM
In a little less than three weeks I will be someone's wife.
This is weird. But cool. And I'm happy. But it's also kind of weird. When the hell did we all grow up?
Also, there was a point when my life got really, really shitty and awful. It was pretty bad. I didn't know that I would ever come back from it. I didn't know that I would ever feel anything other than wretchedness and helplessness. I was afraid to be left alone at that time because I was becoming more and more suicidal.
Now, it's not like life is never without some sort of issue or two, but I am happy to say that things are pretty fucking sweet right now. It's not just the "I'm going to be a wife" thing. It goes beyond that.
I just feel incredibly lucky and fortunate and wanted to express it.
Hi!
This is weird. But cool. And I'm happy. But it's also kind of weird. When the hell did we all grow up?
Also, there was a point when my life got really, really shitty and awful. It was pretty bad. I didn't know that I would ever come back from it. I didn't know that I would ever feel anything other than wretchedness and helplessness. I was afraid to be left alone at that time because I was becoming more and more suicidal.
Now, it's not like life is never without some sort of issue or two, but I am happy to say that things are pretty fucking sweet right now. It's not just the "I'm going to be a wife" thing. It goes beyond that.
I just feel incredibly lucky and fortunate and wanted to express it.
Hi!