it's time for the percolator

[ericlee]

I have made threads that had powers to bring people back to the double b mb.

My quest is for yeahwho.

Knuckles too, where the hell has he been?

Bef and def...

I'm getting my butt into rehab so I will be out of commission for a bit but I better see some progress here.

[ericlee]

One, two three four five. We're alpha company and we're gonna stay alive.

Six, seven eight nine ten. We're gonna pack it up and we're gonna do it again!

[ericlee]

And I have never heard the song about the percolator till just now. It used to be one of our cadences while marching.

Lot of booty shaking going on in that vid though. It's not really an actual song if you break it down.

[abbott]

the best is yet to come.

I am still happy to leave if it helps you get yeawho back.

I think Knuckles has been out re-mixing his bro-dock masterpiece.

[M|X|Y]

good for you, eric. it's really good to hear you say those words(y)

give it your best shot - the life of your dreams awaits

[ericlee]

Thanks and lord give me strength. I'll be admitting myself into treatment tomorrow at the VA clinic. 21 days stay.

[ericlee]

I went in for 2 days. It was detox, wearing scrubs, locked doors and constant surveillance. Then today I went through admin for rehab. Was given my mobile back so I can check messages and such.

Got a message from my supervisor telling me that my guard license renewed and he's ready for me to come back to work. So, I discharged myself from rehab.

21 days of full rehab may be a great thing for me but to take into consideration that I haven't had any income since march 19th and no guaranteed place to live after that 21 days, it is better for me to use the outpatient treatment. I was so relieved that my guard license is valid again.

Time to rack up the hours I missed and work some overtime.

[ericlee]

I'm going ahead and taking the charge for DWI. I'll have to get a breathalyser put in my truck, if I get it out or if it doesn't get repossessed. This hiatus of no job for a month put me in a hard spot. But apparently I'll be on probation for 3 years and have a criminal record.

If I don't want it on my record I'll have to walk around with an ankle bracelet for 9 months, 14 weeks outpatient, too many hoops to run through and for the main thing, I'll be wearing a bracelet around my ankle in the summer with shorts on?

Its not the end of the world with a dui. Oh well, I fucked up and I'll face it. Really wish yeahwho would get his butt back here.

[Randetica]

what the actual fuck?

[befsquire]

what randetica said.

hi :)

[ericlee]

Awesome! Hey bef!

People asking wtf about one of my threads? Heh.

[abbott]

I hope you are well.

I want to join you and never dink again myself.

You have seen me quit several times on this board, and even known I should quit now.

I am not sure if the train wreck happened or if I avoided it, but shit I have so much I should be thankful for and I just fuck it all up. Seems I think its funny when I do it and then I never understand it later. 99.9% of my problem is the beer. I dont have any DWI or court order, but I want to be a better person and the alcohol is bringing me down.

[ericlee]

You truly have to want to do it and put effort into it bro. It's not easy at all. I'm still trying to keep occupied on the weekends doing activities that don't involve alcohol.

You've got a lot to live for and if you allow it to take control it will. I have been through scary shit, I look back and I'm amazed I'm alive. I've woken up on several occasions, hurt ribs-felt like they've been broken, woke up with a huge black eye and no recollection of what happened. I woke up in a hospital in Brooklyn don't even know how I got there. I asked myself if its even worth it. It's not.

I still have my cravings but all I have to do is reflect, look at the path of destruction I left behind. I don't ever want to go back there.

Hang in there bro.