[abbott]

So

I went on a 2 day boys days out

Picked up Saturday 8 am

Return Sunday 8 pm

2 rounds of golf

3 hours of sleep

Driven in the 6 series convertible


Anyway. Thought my wife was cool about it all.

Here's the email I sent her today. After she hasn't talked to me for the day. She emailed me telling me I don't make her a big enough priority... My response

​It kills me that I make you feel this way. I hate myself. You are the one person that has killed yourself trying to help me.

I have taken everything in my life for granted.

I hate learning how big of a looser I am.

I will never make you take care of the dog while I fish again. I hope I can help you be happy. That is all I ever really wanted for you, is for you to be happy. I dont mean to cause you pain.

I have lived my selfish life and had more than I ever deserved. I dont care if I ever have a selfish day in my life again.



So. When she bitches.
I think she loves me.