Insight.
You elegantly persuaded me into your arms, with beautiful eyes and taunting words.
You elegantly placed me in another world.
Sheerbliss was the planet name.
Alien skin of yellow and pink, blocking every tunnel with new found light.
You convinced me of you infallible care. I fell. I believed.
I gave something to you unintentionally.
The present brings us to something new. You with her. You.. did not do.
Did not do as in your actions. Not as in my standards.
Your actions leave you hollow.
Your words you happened to completely not follow.
I gave myself to you the day before you “destroyed a world.”
I mocked her when she used these terms.
Maybe ours was not a world. Maybe it was a rainbow? Yet, still beautiful and important in it’s own self-dignified way.
You destroyed it. You ruined it. It’s gone.
You went back to something that filtered out all joy and had only desperation left. She desperate for you; you desperate to be her only.
Mmmm how beautiful broken love can be.. Too bad it had to break me.
Now I’ve “moved on”, while you lay in her arms. Of your happiness I do not know, only the outside I see, only a show.
May it be real? Quite possibly. Is it you? I’ll never know.
I could ask, but that’s only unnecessary pain, when you may leave it be unknown, leave the question to remain.
I’m happy with someone else, I guess.
You’re the worst. You were my best.
You turned me into something else. Left me destroyed, once again.
You left me feeling worthless.
Here I am with someone new.. Yet here my words describe you.
It’s the pain that lasts a lifetime. Not the joy.
The pain that forever leaves the mark as freedom’s toy.
Goodbye now. I hope you feel it too.
I love you.
Don’t tell.
It was too soon.
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yeah idk my friend linked me to this.